Dear Arjun

Chapter 17: It's too late

Seher's POV

"You have left me with no choice, Seher" He replied before his gaze fell down on my slightly parted lips and before I could even process my thoughts, I felt his lips smashing down against mine.

I froze on my spot as my heart raced upon losing my first kiss to the man that I seemed to be falling for.

My hand traveled up to the nape of his neck while my other hand rested on his chest, feeling his heart rapidly beating under my skin as I couldn't help but slowly kiss him back instinctively.

The movement of his soft lips against mine made me forget about the entire world...made me forget that we were in public...made me forget that I was getting engaged to another man tonight...made me forget that I was not supposed to let this happen.

Tilting his face he deepened the kiss before pulling apart a moment later, as if something just snapped within him, leaving me breathless. I looked up at him, confused and surprised at the same time with a red, flushed face.

"Arjun..." I let out a breathy whisper, his warm breath fanned my face as he was still leaning close with his hand still cupping my cheek.

"What have you done!?" I mumbled in disbelief while looking into his eyes for the answer that I knew I was never gonna get.

"Why would you do that? Arjun" I asked, gulping.

"I'm getting engaged to somebody else tonight" I whisper-yelled as he casually caressed my cheek with the pad of his thumb.

"I know" He mumbled, nodding his head slightly.

"Now go, get married to that boring doctor" He said a moment later with a hint of smirk on his lips.

Looking down at my lips once again, he caressed my lower lip with his thumb and added "Have a happy married life, Seher" with a wink before walking away as I just stood there watching his retreating figure and wondering...

What the fuck just happened!?

Getting into my car, I leaned my head back against the headrest and closed my eyes for a moment while holding the stirring wheel, but snapped my eyes open just the next moment as all I could see, even with my closed eyes was him kissing me...him stealing my first kiss from me, whatever happened not even minutes ago kept flashing before my eyes like some movie on a loop.

The baby hair on the nape of my neck stood up along with goosebumps arousing all over my body as I placed a hand over my heart, I felt it beating rapidly, pounding against my ribcage, then moving my hand up to my lips, I touched them with trembling fingers as I could still feel his soft lips against mine. I couldn't help but blush hard.

God!

Arjun! Damn you! What have you done!?

What have you done to me!? What spell have you casted upon me that even when I'm supposed to get married to somebody else and definately should be mad at you for what you did, but I just can't bring myself to be mad at you even in my thoughts, let alone in front of you?

Rather here I am, sitting in my car, touching my own lips and fucking blushing hard like some hormonal teenager!

God! Only if I wasn't getting engaged to Shubh...

Wait. Wait. Wait! Hold on! Where did that came from!?

"Dammit!" I cursed slamming my hand down on the stirring wheel before exhaling a deep breath and driving off.

If I could ever acquire one super power, I would definitely want to read people's mind, actually not everybody's, but rather just this one single man's mind...because I really cannot understand what he actually fucking wants in life or what he wants from me perhaps.