*TRIGGER WARNING - MENTIONS OF SEXUAL VIOLENCE AND RAPE*
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A FEW DAYS EARLIER
Nair decided not to go back to the table. Well... it wasn't a decision made by herself. She noticed Hoseok's text telling her to go straight to the car.
Jaehyun was hesitant of letting her go but he knew keeping her captive would only make her fight harder to get back to Hoseok.
He knew she needed to reach a tipping point with Hoseok.
Instead, Jaehyun asked one of the staff to help take the girl through one of the back doors. He himself returned to the table visibly displeased with the whole thing.
In the car park Nair waited patiently by Hoseok's car. He never gave her a key because he told her there was no reason for it since she couldn't drive.
Nair stood there in pain, cold and lonely.
Her anxiety was starting to get the best out of her as she stood there. ...
Nair was scared and all she could do was look at her hands. Hoseok hadn't said a word to her since he got in the car and started driving.
"You really are a slut."
Nair's heart sank hearing those words from Hoseok as soon as she stepped in the house. She tried opening her mouth but the strong stinging sensation on her cheek left her in shock.
"You think he's better for you than I am," he continued flinging her against a wall. Her back colliding with a loud thud.
"N-n-"
The sound of a slap connecting with Nair's face bounced off the walls. More hits connected as the girl tried as best as she could to shield herself.
Her pleads and cries fell on deaf ears as Hoseok lost himself in his rage.
Even when they were younger, he always felt inferior to Jaehyun. He was rich, tall, handsome and had Jitae as his older brother. No matter how much he clung to Jitae he always prioritised Jaehyun.
He wanted his place and seeing how Nair behaved towards him made him lose himself. She was clearly drawn to him.
Even a blind man could see that in the moments she smiled to herself, she was thinking about him. In highschool there had been many times when the girls Hoseok wanted, were obsessed with Jaehyun instead.
Using him as a stepping stone.
Hoseok couldn't stand it.
It had taken him months to make Nair behave like this towards him. How could Jaehyun do it from the first minute?
"This is the face he likes," Hoseok murmured pulling the girl's hair. "He only wants you because you look like this."
"H-Hoseok p-please," Nair cried trying to pry his hands from her hair. Her scalp felt like it was on fire and her head was pounding from him hitting her so many times. "L-let go."
"You only need me."
Hoseok let go causing the girl to fall to the ground.
"I'm going to teach you that you only need me."
The next moments were some of the most horrifying for Nair, ever. One of the most traumatising thing that a women could go through.
In that moment she felt worthless. Used. She couldn't stop crying as Hoseok continuously violated her.
Hoseok didn't want to wait anymore.
Even as Nair laid curled in a ball with her clothes ripped, scratches and bruises decorating her skin, she didn't know whether to make a sound or not.
Hoseok was violent, rough and didn't listen to her begging him to stop.
Nair was a virgin and the fact that she didn't want to take a step towards changing that had been a pressure point with Hoseok.
He was willing to wait, until he wasn't.
Nair didn't know whether she was imagining it or whether it had happened. Her mind completely broken and disconnected from the fact Hoseok had forced himself on her.
At one point it didn't even feel like her own body. She wasn't even there.
To Nair, this just could not be true.
"Say you love me," Hoseok demanded planting a kiss onto her cheek. "You and I had sex because you love me."
"I love you."
She whispered it but for the first time, she didn't feel it. Nair was scared. She was confused. She didn't understand what happened.
It was like her world was blurred.
Hoseok planted kisses along Nair's shoulder and collarbone flipping the girl over. She tried pushing him back gently but her hands were pinned above her head.
"W-what are you doing?"
Nair asked but Hoseok didn't respond.
"I don't wan-want this Hoseok," Nair breathed. Her voice was barely a whisper but Hoseok heard her clearly in the quiet living room.
Hoseok wordlessly nodded before wrapping his hands around Nair's neck. His grip tightened as the girl pleaded with her eyes. Nair clawed his arms. Her legs trying to kick up from her position on the floor but he was mounted on top of her... Nair was never a strong person.
In fact, she had been born frail from the start. Vulnerable to mental illness due to her family history and physically weaker than everyone else. She was bullied and made fun of out of jealousy and because she had less all her life.
Nair had always been one of those in society that needed protecting.
"Nod that you want this... because if you don't I'm going to kill you."
Nair was scared.
Because Hoseok was calm.
Jaehyun's words becoming louder and louder. Hoseok was going to kill her. Nair was going to die.
And in this moment, she was scared. For once, her mind telling her to survive. Many times, she thought she was ready to die as long as Hoseok was her grim reaper but, she wasn't ready.
Right now she didn't want to die like this.
In this room where Hoseok had banged her head against every wall since she had arrived in Korea. The bright white ceiling she had been left looking at many times. The expensive, shiny wood floor that had scratched her knees more than she can count.
She didn't want to die. Not now. And not here.
So like a scared animal, Nair's instincts told her to submit whilst the dots filling her vision were still faint. With tears blurring Hoseok's face on top of her she nodded her head.
The action making the man smile. He stood up from his mounted position going to get a glass of expensive alcohol before sitting on the cream leather sofa.
"Strip," his voice demanded once the girl had stopped coughing. "I want to have sex."
Nair wanted to plead but Hoseok's cold gaze made her stop. "Am I forcing you? Am I raping you?"
With a clear shake of her head and shaky hands, Nair started discarding the ripped fabrics still clinging to her skin. Despite the clear tears she bit her lips preventing any noise from leaving her lips.
"You were quiet last time," Hoseok reprimanded before drinking more of the liquid. "Make it seem like you're enjoying it this time. We've both agreed that I'm not forcing you after all."
For the next few days, Hoseok took Nair everywhere in the house. Nair protected herself by creating a happy place in her mind - she remained there the whole time.
