Werewolf In Smallville

29: what's up in beacon hills?

Scott Mccall, Eli's Just gone through his ninth full moon. "You did great Eli, you improved" I said, he rolled his eyes, continuing to look out the window. "Not much, barely anything, you don't need to try and make me feel better" he told, it wasn't as much improvement as I hoped... "You Just seem upset, you okay?" I asked, he always seems upset. "Ya, I just wanna go back 'home' already" he responded, I can here in his tone alone he doesn't think of it as home, I can't blame him. "Eli-" I started, he needs to talk about it, anything really. "Can we Just not Scott? I don't want to talk" he said, I sighed, he normally doesn't. "Ya, okay" I agreed, he'll talk when he wants too.

I ran my hand through my hair. "Is he asleep?" I asked, he immediately went to his room when we arrived home. "No, but he will be" Allison answered, she sat next to me. "I hope it gets easier for him" I said, the shifting, the grief, the control, the nightmares. "So no improvements?" Asked Allison, I sighed, nodding my head. "Scott we-" she started, I shook my head. "Not tonight Allison" I sighed, I could feel her staring at me. "Scott, we need to start training him" she said, I sighed, looking at her. "He needs to learn control, he needs to be training every day" she said, I shook my head. "He hates shifting enough, and he doesn't want to, if he wants to, then we will" I reminded, for the first month we had tried forcing him to train, but it wasn't getting us anywhere, it was Just making him worse, more angry. "Derek made you learn" she said, not exactly. "After convincing me to agree, and I hadn't lost my dad nine months before" I said, after a lot of threatening I agreed, but I did agree. "You can't continue using that for him" she said, I made a frustrated noise. "I'm not using it for him! I'm Explaining for him! He deserves some slack" I said, I feel like we haven't given them any. "He didn't want to become a werewolf, we took that choice away from him, and he doesn't have the one person that could help him!" I ranted, I stood up. "He would literally faint when seeing his claws and teeth before turning!" I yelled, that's still.. weird. "Scott, calm down" Allison said, I sat down, she grabbed my hand. "Sorry, it's Just.. all getting to me" I apologised, I ran my hand over my face. "Everything is" I sighed, I felt her hand over mine. "You talking about the pack?" She asked, I sighed, nodding lightly. "The only reason I let them rant about him is because I know we all need to eventually" I said, and if I didn't, they'd just blow up at him. "But Eli isn't what they say, or you say" I added, she squeezed my wrist. "Scott I know you think that-" she started, I don't need to hear this again. "I was worse" I interrupted, worse than he ever was. "I literally got his dad arrested, and then hunted down by your dad, and the police" I continued, I keep on thinking about how I was when I was in Eli's shoes. I was terrible. "Scott, you weren't that bad" she Defended, she's ignoring the reason I'm saying this. "Exactly! If I wasn't that bad, then Eli's a walk in the park!" I said, walk in the park, really Scott? Way to sound Old. "I know, it's Just.. hard" she said, I sat down Next to her. "I know, and he's living with us too, but he's not that bad, he doesn't deserve the insults" I said, but we all need to vent, let it out and get our feelings validated. "At least he isn't hearing them, we make sure he's asleep before having a rant session" she Reminded, ya, that's true. "And we always end it if we hear Eli having a nightmare" she said, he has them a lot, I mean he did watch his dad die. "That doesn't make it okay" I said, he's supposed to feel safe here, with the pack, how would he feel to wake up and hear everyone insulting him? "He's supposed to feel safe with us, and-" I continued, she squeezed my shoulder. "Scott, everyone needs to vent, we aren't doing anything wrong, especially you" Allison Asurred, except letting it happen. "Let's Just go to sleep, we have to tell the pack how tonight went tomorrow, and you have your job" she said, I sighed, I am tired. "Ya, let's go to bed" I agreed, I really hope it gets better for him.

I was woken up by the incensive beeping of my phone. I groaned as I turned it off. "Shit!" I yelled, I over slept! "What?" Asked Allison, I fell of the bed in my panic. Ow. "I over slept, can you wake up and let out Eli before going out to see your dad?" I asked, I quickly threw on a T-sh- nope that's backwards. "Ya.. okay" she said, she made some noises before laying back on the bed. "Bye love you!" I yelled, keys, clothes, teeth brushed, hair, yep all done! I threw myself out of the door and ran to my car.