Dirty Little Secret

Chapter Thirteen - I kissed Arden

COLTON LANCASTER

I pull into my driveway and park in my usual spot. 

"I need you Colton...please..." Paige whines in my passenger seat.

I smile at her and step out of the car. She follows and we go in the house and upstairs to my bedroom. 

As soon as the bedroom door closes, she's on me. Kissing me. 

Just do it. 

She'll leave you alone if you do it.

I close my eyes and picture a different blonde that's not Paige instead.

I kiss down her jaw as she pulls my shirt off. She trails her nails across my chest and abs.

We shed the rest of our clothes and get into my bed.

She straddles me and licks up my lower stomach. I groan.

Her mouth makes its way back up to my lips and at first I kiss back. 

But then I remember that this is in fact Paige and Paige did say awful things to the girl I'm imagining. 

"Stop." I tell her. 

She tenses but then says, "But I can make you feel so good baby...just let me make you feel good." 

No.

"Get off." I say in a lower tone. 

She doesn't listen still kissing me and pulling my cock into her mouth. 

"Get the fuck off of me!" I shout at her.

"God! You're so fucking annoying! Just let me fuck you so I can go home!" She shouts.

"Find someone else to fuck." I say, putting my clothes on and grabbing my keys off my dresser.

I speed off to know where.

She has no right to act like that. 

I owe her nothing.

We're not even really together. It's for the press. I don't give a fuck who she fucks as long as it's not me. 

I don't realize where I'm going until I'm jumping out of my car and knocking on Ardens door.

A woman with light brown hair answers. 

"Hi. Is Arden here?" 

Fuck. What am I doing?

"She is. Her rooms upstairs on the left. Second door down." She says. 

I wish my mom was this nice.

I thank her and follow her directions. 

I knock on her door and wait. 

I'm suddenly very nervous. 

After a moment she says come in and I open her door and walk inside. 

She's sitting on her bed facing the window not looking at me. 

"What is it? I'm not in the mood." She says still not looking at me. 

*sniffle*

fuck. She's crying.

I know it's my fault without even having to ask. 

When I don't say anything, she turns and looks at me and gasps. 

She starts frantically wiping away her tears.

But they just keep falling. 

I walk over to her side of the bed and pull her into my arms. One of my arms goes around her waist and the other holds her neck so her head is against my chest. 

She starts sobbing now and I feel my heart twist. 

This is my fault. I'm such an ass. 

I shouldn't have said those things to her. 

I shouldn't have let Paige say those things to her. 

Suddenly she pools away. 

"Why are you here?" she's angry. 

Good. Be angry at me.

"I didn't mean what I said to you Arden. I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I never meant to hurt you-" she cuts me off.

"Why. are. you. here?" 

"I...I don't know." 

She nods her head. "If you still don't want to speak up for me the doors behind you." 

I start to walk out but I stop. 

If I leave, I'm just as awful as my mother. 

I face Arden. She's staring at me, but the anger isn't there anymore. 

Sadness.

Sadness for me. 

I can't stop myself. 

I face her fully and grab her pulling her to me and I crash my lips against hers.

She hesitates for only a moment before kissing my back. 

I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck. 

I groan into her mouth as she shoves her tongue into mine.

But I pull away from her and set her down gently. 

I'll do this right. 

I glance at her one last time and walk out of the room. 

I kissed Arden.

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AUTHOR NOTE 

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See you in chapter fourteen!!! <3