ᴛᴡɪʟɪɢʜᴛ ꜱᴛᴀʀ || Jakehoon

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No one's POV:

Now with Jake and Sunghoon officially dating, things are going really really well..as of Sunghoon you could say he feels better now but occasionally becomes really quite..and Jake, he's been happier than ever..Heeseung and Geonu decided to level up a bit and announced their relationship as well..

Seo Minjun left the country and went to study abroad cause the vedio ended up going viral which caused a lot of commotion since he's a known minister's grandson..in order to calm things down his family decided to get rid of this trouble, in short sending him to the states..

Jake's POV:

It's friday today and we planned a sleepover..this time at Jay's house cause he insisted..in case you're wondering both the friend groups are now fused with me and Sunghoon dating..it's so good and feels lively..we were discussing about what to do at the sleepover, mainly just deciding on what games to play and the snacks we need,etc etc..but here my dear boyfriend is spacing out beside me..we've been dating for a month now..

I poke his cheek to get his attention..
"why are you spacing out again huh?" 
"I'm bored that's why..hehe"
"we are discussing about the sleepover here and you're bored? why don't you indulge and give some ideas as well Hoon?"

"I don't have any ideas..I'm not good at this stuff you know.."
"well then wanna have some cookies?"

He nodded and we went to bring some cookies from the cafe nearby..our classes were already over if you're wondering..

We bought cookies and all of us shared it..Geonu took all of Heeseung's share but Hyung gladly gave it to him with a smile..Heeseung Hyung is really patient with such a hyperactive and childish boyfriend of his..so cute..

"Jakey.." I look at Sunghoon who called my name with a cookie in his hand..
"yeah Hoon?" 

"I was thinking I should clean my room a bit..since it's so disorganised it gives me a headache.."
"Ok sure I'll help you..we have a sleepover planned tomorrow night..so I'll help you in the morning okay!"
"yeah..I'll clean some mess today after I return home as well..so we have less work to do tomorrow.."
"I'll help you then.."
He shook his head..

"I'll just clean a little..not much don't worry.." 

He smiled but it looked.......fake? 

he's been like this for a few days now..I wonder why? shall I ask? Yes I should..he's my boyfriend after all..

"Hoon?"
"hm?"
"Are you okay? you've been spacing out and being quiet a lot these days.."
"I'm okay Jakey..don't worry..here have a cookie"

Shutting me up with a cookie now huh?

But I decided to let it be..I'll talk to him later when we are alone..

"Ok y'all we are meeting at my house for sleepover tomorrow 6PM okay!" Jay announced
"DONE!" 

Sunghoon's POV:

I'm better now..physically yes, mentally? debatable..I'm happy at times really..everything is so good and bright..so cheerful and happy..but a weird feeling creeps up to me at night when I enter my room..it sends odd shivers down the spine..almost as if telling me that my happiness is short lived..I get nightmares still..why I didn't tell anyone? I don't wanna ruin the mood..but I can't ignore this feeling..I don't know what this is..fear, guilt or just my overthinking..who knows..but it's no good..

Be positive? I'm trying..I really am trying my best..I avoid this weird feeling by doing other things,hanging out with my friends and spending time with my boyfriend or if I'm alone, I try to do various things so as to not overthink..but trust me..even the smell in the air scares me..this feeling chases me no matter where I go..sometimes I even think if Hyeonwoo's soul is angry at me and haunting me..but what can I do? I myself don't understand this feeling anymore..