Lost

27

Y/ns pov

Wandas using my shower right now so I decided to go see my mom.
I walk down the long corridor and come to a stop outside her door.

I raise my hand to knock but lower it quickly as the door swings open revealing the red head I was looking for.

"Y/n, baby I was just coming to check on you"
She says after jumping abit.

"Oh that's what I came to do"
I say whilst rubbing the bac on my neck awkwardly

"Are you okay?" She says and suddenly I'm aware of the sadness evident on her face.

"Mama"
I start, my voice cracking a little.
I go to speak again but I decide against it.
Instead I hold open my arms inviting her in for a hug.

She wastes no time in wrapping her arms around me,guiding my face into the crook of her neck.

We stay like that for a while until she finally pulls back, cupping my face in her hands.

Natasha's Pov

I can't believe I didn't know. I feel so Guilty. How could I let them do that to her.

"I'll never let anything happen to you again"
I say looking into her eyes

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Y/ns pov:

Im now back in my room and wandas still in the shower.
I pick up the guitar that mom got me a while back and begin to strum.

Try not to abuse your power,
I know we didn't choose to change
You might not wanna lose your power
But having it's so strange.

She said you were a hero you played the part
But you ruined her in a year don't act like it was hard
And you swear you didn't know
No wonder why you didn't ask
She was sleeping in your clothes
But now she's got to get to class
How-

I was so concentrated on playing that I didn't realise Wanda had walked into the room.
She's stood there with tears in her eyes, her hair still damp on her shoulders.

"Uh-"
I stutter placing the guitar on the bed next to me.

"No don't stop. Sing to me?"
She asks sitting opposite me on the bed.

"I don't know many songs"
I say

"You write them don't you?"

"U-uh yeah"
I reply confused at how she remembers that.

Flashback

"You know I always wanted to be a singer" I say looking up from where my head lay in wandas lap.
"One time on a mission we had to stake out a huge theatre and some sort of concert was happening it was great"

Wanda nods to show me she's listening.

"She was so cool- the coolest and her voice was mesmerising. Once we got back from that mission I wrote my first song"
I chuckle

"It was terrible"

"Do you still write songs"Wanda asks curiously

"Sometimes"
I say, a light blush coating my cheeks.

End of flashback

"Okay so sing something"
Wanda says

"Okay"
I reply picking up the guitar to resume my strumming.

Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish you could feel what you say
Show, never tell
But I know you too well
Got a mood that you wish you could sell
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told "a tight dress is what makes you a whore"
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it, if you're honest?
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you, anymore

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A/N

This has been a draft for ages but I cba to finish it so I'll continue it in the next chapter.

Also writing these things is so long for no reason like ew

Imma keep going tho.