i don't understand
i thought i was doing the right thing
i thought space was what we needed
i thought we both deserved more
i thought you deserved more
i don't understand
why did it feel so obvious when now all i feel is pain
why did i ever believe i could ever be the same
why can't i seem to breathe when someone mentions your name
why can't i think? where is my brain?
i don't understand
if i was losing feelings
falling out of love
how come right now
i love you so fucking much?
how come when i don't have you, i miss you so bad
but when you're in my life, it's not quite like that
i don't think i'll ever stop loving you
in more ways then one
you will always be the lightning to my thunder.
i love you,
my one.
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If She Was Mine
PoetryI don't ever want to love you as much as I possibly can cause if I did that means I wouldn't get to fall more in love with you every day like I do (Excerpt from "falling off a cliff") If She Was Mine is a collection of poems. Each poem has it's own...
