my anxiety follows me everywhere i go.
it haunts me i hear it like an echo.
it is your fault.
i went and fell in love with you
and now i fear my sanity is through.
because i love you so much
that every single day
i sleep eat pray and hope that you'll stay
you can't leave me. please...
i am scared.
i am terrified.
i am mortified and troubled and blue and it is all because of you.
it is all because i fear everyday that one day we will be through
and i can't i don't want to lose you
you are my hopes my love my dreams
you are what i have always prayed and longed for
and i know, if it is up to me, one day we will be together.
however,
it is up to you.
do you really mean it the way i do?
please tell me you love me like i love you.
YOU ARE READING
If She Was Mine
PoesiaI don't ever want to love you as much as I possibly can cause if I did that means I wouldn't get to fall more in love with you every day like I do (Excerpt from "falling off a cliff") If She Was Mine is a collection of poems. Each poem has it's own...