sometimes I wish you would come back
and reach me out like you did
sometimes I wish you would change your mind
and crawl back to me
sometimes I wish we would try again
and put efforts into each other
but I had to remind myself all over again
was it worth it to keep you by my side?
was it something I wanted?
was it something I needed?
and I had to remind myself all over again
was I happy for all those times? with you?
pause.
I take down the clouds of thoughts.
I shake my head trying to fade it out.
I silence the voices in my head.
I am willing to do anything to keep it shut.
I won't come back to someone who just gave me away.
Tuesday, 29 February 2024
22:43
YOU ARE READING
if she talks
Poetrywords she never said she wrote everywhere she could. it's not structured nor planned. just everything she has in mind but too afraid to let it all out. - written in English and Bahasa.
