it's the thing that you don't know had started
that you denied
you were scared of trying
because you never made it
it's the thing that started to make you smile
but deep inside you wonder
how long the smile would last
it's the butterfly in your stomach
when you feel
such excitement
it's when you started to think that
you are on top of his mind
when you know nothing
it's just that feeling of longing for something beautiful
something that you waited for so long
or some wishes you never let go
it's just that feeling of thinking
maybe this time will work
something that you wish would last
something that you want to be an end
to become the start
it's not love yet
it's the arising spark of joy when he makes you smile
it's the bright colored clouds surrounding you when you listen to his voice
it's the fresh air that you breathe waking up to his good morning texts
because you get that little bit amount of careness
that you didn't know you needed
because you feel like you are now become
somebody to him
because you hope
that it's true
and you start to believe
that it's true
when it may not.
because it's just that feeling
that shows up when you start getting to know someone
07/09/23
01:58
YOU ARE READING
if she talks
Poetrywords she never said she wrote everywhere she could. it's not structured nor planned. just everything she has in mind but too afraid to let it all out. - written in English and Bahasa.
