I want to go outside and just scream
Scream I am here, I am a person with feelings but then I remember no one cares about my feelings, its always just been me and my head
She's not the best of friends
My mind tells me I'm unworthy of love and life and light
My mind screams at me telling me I am not good enough
I am trapped in this sick mind of mine
She tells me all the ways to end
But never the ways to mend
I am trapped in this mind of lies
She tells me I'll never be that fit
I am trapped in this mind
She picks apart my flaws
Thighs to big and waist to wide
I am trapped in a body that doesn't feel like mine
I feel 13 again squeezing and pulling at my insecurities, hating the little girl stuck in the mirror
I am trapped in my mind, drowning
Picking and pulling my body to pieces
My sick mind she makes me cry
"Why can't you look like her?" She said
My only reply to my sick mind
Will it ever end?
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The shadows
PoetryMy completely raw, unfiltered, heart wrenching thoughts these poems are filled with rage, heartache, pain with a sprinkle of happiness Laugh with me, cry with me let the words enter your heart and make you feel all the unsaid words I hold deep insi...
