Blondes, long locks, skinny bodies
I see the girls you follow, I see the body type you like
Toned, tan, basic
Looking in the mirrior I pick apart my body
Why cant I be skinny and pretty like them
I have no self esteem just insecurity's and dreams
My brain is a nightmare
You'll never be that pretty it says
You'll never catch his eye the way they do
Your a place holder for the one he really wants
I look in the mirrior and ask myself why am I never good enough
I'm insecure, I'll never be that pretty or skinny
I'm insecure, my hair is short and dyed
No natural beauty, hiding behind makeup and sad eyes
I'm insecure reaching for a standard I'll never compete with
Big boobs, toned body's, long hair and I wonder if the tables were turned would you feel insecure to
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