Manic

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I can't tell if I'm manic or healing
I can't tell if this smile is real or fake
I'm happy but terrified
Terrified that the manic will end and the depression will win
Everyday I fight a war
the pills can only take me so far
am I manic or am I healing?
This Depression has no end
These monsters in my head
Swallow my soul I have no where to go
Nothing is safe when the darkness wakes
I hate this cage that is my brain
You tell me to turn the page
Rewrite my brain
Depression she never leaves
Am I manic or am I just healing?

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