Hidden From The World

distractions

LEXI P.O.V          

Rafe closed his eyes in frustration but eventually got up to open the door. I wonder what would’ve happen if the person behind that door hadn’t interrupted us? He would’ve kissed you. There’s that annoying little voice in my head again. I lay there, stunned for a second before getting up.

“Rafe.... is Lexi here?” asked a really cold voice. I sighed. Will. “Who wants to know?” Rafe voice seemed smug. “Look dude, I am really pissed. Tired and angry so if you don’t mind I would like to take my sister home” Will growled. Uh oh. “She is tutoring me so I think you have to go home alone or is the little boy too scared”

Oh shit. He would make an excellent performer because when you perform with a lion, you’re always provoking it. I better go before someone throws a punch. I quickly gathered my stuff and head for the door. “ok that’s it” Will seemed to have lost it. I hurried to see them throwing punches at each other. Will swung his fist and it made a sickening thud hitting Rafe’s nose. He grunted before punching Will’s nose and it also broke. Without even having a slightest idea what I was doing, I jumped in between them. They automatically stopped. I glared at Rafe then at Will. “last time I checked you guys weren’t five” I growled. I moved back into the living room. Both idiots followed me.  I looked to Rafe to see him trying to cut off the flow blood from his nose.

My eyes met his and his lips quirked into the famous smirk. I rolled my eyes and moved my books off the table. “Where do you keep the first aid kit?” I asked. “Upstairs bathroom”

I ran upstairs and into the bathroom, grabbed the small white container and turned to go back. I almost jumped to see Allie behind me. She had this stupid grin on her face, the kind of grin that would find on a child who has seen something completely wrong. Something that could be used to pester someone. “Rafe and Lexi sitting on a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G” she teased. I think I blushed a little.

“What are we, 10?” I glared at her. She smirked. “I think I will hold on to this juicy piece of news…..or I think I will tell Rafe” she smiled. My eyes widened horror. “don’t you dare” I growled. “so you admit, you like him?” she asked. I shook my head in ‘no’ to answer.  She just raised an unbelieving eyebrow at me. I ignored her and walked past her.

Did I like him? No but I didn’t dislike him either. Allie followed me down stairs. Both boys were sitting well apart from each other but were glaring daggers. “I’ll help Will” Allie said to me. She grabbed some cotton rolls and started to wipe blood off his lips. I looked at her. Her expression had this soft edge to it. The kind of expression that would show she was deeply in love.

I chuckled to myself and got back to my task of unrolling a cotton roll and cutting it but Rafe wasn’t sitting on the couch anymore. I looked around and saw him going up the stairs. I followed him with some water for the blood to wash off with cotton cloths. He went inside his room and left the door open. I hesitated before entering. I really couldn’t predict what he was thinking or planning to do. All I could know is that he could rape me….or try to kiss me again.  He looked back and smirked. “I don’t bite Merrise” he chuckled. I shifted on my feet. “really cant trust that can I” I raised an eyebrow.

He went inside and started to lift his shirt over his head. “umm what are you doing?” I asked nervously. “well, I can’t stay in bloody shirt can I?” he stated.  I chose to turn my eyes away from him. I take my time into rolling the cotton roll open. I wasnt in hurry to see him half naked. I turned around.

You know when you have found this beautiful dress in the store and you cant take your eyes of it, well that’s what happened to me. My eyes feasted over his body. His chest was strong and muscular and he had a softly chiselled abdomen. I really couldn’t take my eyes off him. He looked down and smirked at me. “like what you see?” he wiggled his eyebrows and for the second time of the day I blushed. Ugh, this really pathetic but he looked so damn hot. Ok I’m not going there.

“ I have seen better” I raised my chin high. He raised a suspicious eyebrow at me. I dipped the cotton into the water and walked toward him. He sat down on his bed and the whole time kept looking at me. It felt like if he could look hard enough, he would see right through me. All my secrets and see all that I have been through. All I have encountered. It felt like I was an open book for him to read.

I tenderly brushed the wet fabric over his upper lip, wiping blood away. My hand moved to his lips exactly on it. The blood got out pretty quickly but slower than I expected. It was his body that was distracting me. God damn it.  My other hand rested on his bare shoulder. It took all my might to resist the urge to brush my fingers lower, over his stomach and chest…. Yep I’m totally pathetic.

I leaned closer to get a good look at his beat up nose. Will can throw a good punch. Locks of my hair fell to my eyes and blocked my vision. I tried to softly shake them away.  I felt warm fingers brush along my cheek and behind my ear.  Without thinking, my hand shot up and gently hit his nose. He hissed. Who knew he could be such a baby. I looked away and laughed under my breath.

 “So you take pleasure in my pain huh Merrise” Rafe’s husky voice snapped me out of my thoughts. His words were so close. I looked up from underneath my lashes and saw him close. Too close. I started to move away. I didn’t want to kiss him. You’re in denial came that little voice in my head. “I guess then I would have to teach you a lesson” he smirked. My eyes widened in surprise as he pushed me down.

He pinned my wrists above my head. That stupid smirk was still on his lips. It only took one of his hands to pin down both of mine. Impossible. His other hand slowly ran down to my cheek then down my neck. I wanted him to stop but my tongue refused to move. I didn’t want to stop, that’s why.

His hand ran down to my waist and gripped it tight. He looked deep into my eyes. I couldn’t place any of his damn emotions but I could see desire and longing. For what? His head dipped to my neck and his lips brushed against my skin. I closed my eyes and savoured the feeling. When the logical side would awake, I would regret this but right now, I didn’t want to regret a single second of it. His lips just brushed along my neck to behind my ear. He placed a small kiss there then trailed it down to my collar bone. I bit my lips together from sighing. And all of a sudden, it was all over.

I looked up to Rafe to see him smirking. “You jerk” I yelled at him. He chuckled. “heheh. I’m sure you can do better then that clumsy” he laughed. That selfish, arrogant bastard. “sure i can” i mummered under my breath. I didnt have the guts to look him in the eye. Or to be angry at him because i was the one who didnt stop him. I didnt want to stop him.

He stopped laughing after a long time and looked at me. I searched his eyes for at least some emotion. And I found it. It was regret, longing and another emotion I just couldn’t place and that one paticular feeling left me scared.

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