Helena: A Gerard Way Fanfic

Just Kiss Me Chapter Three

Gerard's POV

I watched her facial expressions. My heart was pounding against my chest. She looked shocked. Then a smile broke out. "YES!!!!!!" My eyes widened and a huge grin broke out on my own face. "Really?" "Of course!!!" I picked her up and swung her around squeezing. I pulled away and looked into her green eyes. "C-c-c-can I k-kiss y-you?" I stuttered nervous. To admit this was my first kiss. No one other than Lyn-Z has liked me enough to say yes to when I ask them out. "T-this is my f-first k-kiss." She stuttered a reply. "M-mine too." I said. "Um well I don't know how to and um I think I'm just rambling and I---" She sighed. "Just fucking kiss me." I chuckled and grabbed both of her hands. Then I leaned in and kissed her.

Luckily, we both knew what to do. So it wasn't awkward one bit. I gently bit down on her lip and she parted her lips so I could enter. I slid my tongue into her mouth and roamed it like it was normal. So much for a first kiss. "Whoa whoa whoa!!! You just started dating and you're already tongue deep into each other's throats?" Frank asked. We pull away and blush. They all laugh and we join them to get drunk. Helena and I don't really get drunk and the others decided to tone it down with booze because we had to wake up early for graduation.

I had Helena on my lap and she was turned where her feet were between my legs and she was swinging them. I had both arms wrapped around her tiny waist and my face was in her neck. I kissed her neck and I felt her shiver so I laughed. I removed one arm from her waist and took one of her arms from where it was around my neck. I looked over her scars. Some were white, some were from a week ago and about five were a deep red. I knew it was from last night. "Helena." I whispered in her ear. "Yes?" She asked. I showed her her arm and she looked down. "Oh."

"Why?" I asked kinda whining but worried. "Robin and I got in a fight and she told me she didn't care if I killed myself she would just be happy that she wouldn't have to put up with me ever again." She said tears stinging in her eyes. I wiped them away quickly so no one could see and said, "C'mon." I picked her up bridal style and said, "We need privacy." They all looked at each other and laughed. "Already Gerard???!!! Save it for when you have actual privacy and no one can hear you guys." Ray said. I faked a laugh. "Hardy har har." I said sarcastically before leaving up the stairs.

I sat her on the guest room bed and closed and locked the door. "What was the fight about?" I asked pacing. "She found out I was cutting and got mad." "Oh." "Then she said that and I left and started to cut." I sighed. "Why do you do this to yourself Helena?" I asked looking at her. But she didn't make eye contact with me too ashamed. "Because. I shouldn't be alive. I should be in a grave. Dead. I don't deserve to be alive. I'm just a girl that cuts herself and wants to die and gets called emo." She said tears all over her face. My heart broke.

I sat next to her. "I'm ugly, way too skinny, dumb, I have no talent and---" I kissed her cutting her off. It was short and simple. "Would you be quiet?! None of that is true Helena!!! You ARE beautiful and cute, you can sing and draw and paint and everything about you is perfect. I wouldn't change ANYTHING about you." She wiped an eye. "How can a guy like you like me?! You should be with Lyn-Z! She's not depressed or cuts." I shook my head. "That's lie. She used to cut and she was depressed. And I'm an outcast!! You have friends now!!! Ones that love you!!! And I don't want anyone else but you." "Why?" She asked. Well I guess I had to tell her now.

I stood up. "Because.....Because." "Because what Gerard?" She snapped obviously fed up. "I fucking love you!!!!!!!" I yelled. Her eyes went wide. "Y-you do???" She asked surprised. "Yes, I love you so much it fucking hurts Helena." "I--I love you too Gerard." I looked up from my hands where I stared. "You do?" I asked and she nodded. I smiled. I sat next to her. I wiped her tears and pushed her onto the bed. I kissed her deeply and trailed my hand up her shirt. She broke the kiss and I groaned. "Wait, I have to pee." She slid out from under me and I said, "Cockblocker." She flipped me off. I was already hard and I need relief. Sure it would be our first times but still.

It had been 20 minutes and Helena hasn't been back. I sighed and ran a hand through my long black hair. I opened the door and turned the corner to see a horrifying sight. Helena, my girlfriend, was pinned against the wall by Bob. He had one hand slowly trailing up her dress and he was all the way up. He was rubbing her area and she was trying to push him off. "Bob, stop." He kissed her neck and I was fuming. I walked over to them and tapped Bob rather harshly. He turned. His eyes went wide and Helena sighed of relief. She ran over to me and hugged me. I hugged her back and kissed her. I pushed her behind me and punched Bob right in the face.

He fell over and I leaned in again, "Touch my girlfriend again, and you'll be wishing you were dead." He nodded and I took Helena's hand and took her back downstairs. I grabbed Mikey's red cup and chugged it down. "Hey! What's up your ass?!" Mikey exclaimed. I explained and Lyn-Z turned livid. "This guy will not ruin a cute couple! Over my dead body!!!" She went up the stairs. I never let go off Helena's hand. I sat down taking Frank's cup. She rubbed my back. "Are you okay?" I asked still fuming. "Yes Gerard." I nodded and she said, "I have something to make you feel better." "What." I muttered. She pounced onto me giggling and pushed me onto the floor with a deep kiss.

I smiled into the kiss and laughed. She broke the kiss and I smiled at her. I shake my head and say with a grin, "God I love you." "I love you too." She replied removing my hair from my eyes. "Aww!!" I heard Lyn-Z say. We flip her off and continue kissing.

The next day, I get on my cap and gown and meet Helena and the others at school. She looks stunning in her cap and gown. I greeted her with a kiss and we went on stage. It went by pretty quickly and we did that shit where you throw your cap and catch it. I snaked my arms around Helena's waist. "No more people to judge us. It's over." "It's over....well at least for now." She replied. I kissed her neck. "We're gonna get famous." I say to her. "Yes you are." And little did I know.....

We did....