Helena: A Gerard Way Fanfic

Sing Chapter Thirteen

Helena's POV ~A couple weeks later~

Gerard and I walked hand in hand into the hospital. For some reason I hadn't grown a bigger bump and we were worried. "Helena Way?" The nurse called. Gerard and I got up together and followed her. She took my height and weight and said, "Hmmm. You seemed to have lost weight." I looked at Gerard who just sat there and tried to stay quiet. We went into the room and she instructed I sit on the bed and the doctor would be here soon. Gerard tapped his foot impatiently and texted. "Who are you texting?" I asked. "Mikey, he's updating me on Bandit."

He showed me a picture of Alicia and Bandit on the set of swings. I smiled. The doctor finally came in after a couple of minutes. "Hello I'm Dr. Anderson. Let's get started. Helena, lift your shirt up and I'll start the ultrasound." She chirped. She spreaded the jelly on my stomach and moved the monitor over my stomach. A hmmm came out of her mouth and I freaked out. "I don't see anything. It seems, you've had a miscarriage." "WHAT!?!?? That can't be possible!" I said as she wiped the jelly off and put the supplies back.

"There wasn't enough blood or food to go to the baby and it just...you know died." Those words stung. I killed her or him. I killed the baby. The doctor nodded once and walked out. My lip quivered and Gerard gave me a soft expression. "Oh babe, come here." He said pulling me into a overwhelming hug. I sobbed into him and felt him cry too. "I killed it Gee. I killed it." "No you didn't. You didn't kill it, it wasn't the right time to have a baby."

Gerard's POV~A couple months later~

I had cheered up about the whole miscarriage but Helena did not. She was very fragile. When she saw Bandit, she would cry. And I had to explain to Bandit, it wasn't her fault. Helena was doing okay now. She was pretty stable. But I had to take her everywhere to make sure she didn't do anything. I also made sure Kate watched her. But today she didn't work and we had to do a live web show camera thing. Where we answer questions. That fans ask.

So I was bringing Helena and Bandit too. They were just gonna sit there and relax since there was no where they could go. "Ready?" I asked applying faint eyeliner. She nodded pulling her scarf on. I picked up Bandit and we went to the house like place and I walked in the room. "Heeeey!!!!" Mikey got up and hugged Helena and me. "Hey, Alicia's outside if you want to go there. She is on the couch in the next room." Helena nodded. "Are you sure?" I asked. I was a little worried about her. Sure she was with our daughter and Mikey's wife but you never know.

She laughed softly before planting a kiss on my lips as Bandit waved goodbye. "Bye B!" I waved to her smiling. "Bye Dada!" She said back. "Let's start. Someone get their phone out." Mikey pulled his out and we set the camera up. "Three...two....one." The man said sitting down. "Hey! I'm Gerard." "I'm Mikey." "I'm Frank." "I'm Ray." "And I'm Bob." We introduced. "And we are MCR!" We said all together. "Today we are taking questions live from out website forums." Ray said. "Mikey read the first question." Bob said.

"This is from Missy. Is it true that Mikey likes unicorns." Mikey chuckled and looked up. "Yes." he said with a smile and laugh. "Next." Frank said. "Oh this one is from Emma. What turns you on the most?" He looked up and glared at the camera. We all did. "Really?!" "Gerard? What turns you on?" Frank asked laughing. "Uh probably when my wife wears her glasses. That makes me go crazy." They laughed and we looked at Mikey. "Coke Zero." We laughed harder and Frank said, "My wife." "Aww come on!" Ray said. The added, "Sleep." We started to laugh even harder and Bob said, "Slippers."

Mikey fell out of his chair and we laughed even harder. We took dep breaths as did Mikey. He picked his phone back up and sighed. "This is from Josh. If you were in a horror movei, who would survive?" We looked at each other and Mikey said, "I'd be dead first. I've run through this scenario in my head before and I know I'd get it immediately. I wouldn't even have the chance to protect someone by giving up my life for them, I'd be gone too fast for that!" Ray then said,
"Frank would survive the longest. He's scrappy. "

Frank laughed and cheered. I answered with, "You say that, but I think he'd do something like Vasquez in 'Aliens' and let all the monsters eat him so that he could pull a grenade on them and laugh. I think Mikey would live longest - he's the guy everyone would want to see survive." "WHAT???! Why me??! I wouldn't want to be chased by some murderer! I would rather die!" "Nah, you would be the really nerdy one that people would like and then they would say, 'Man, i want him to live. It would be cool to finally see the nerdy one live." I said laughing.

Mikey groaned and scrolled down, "This is from Ella. What is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word spanking." Mikey looked into the camera as we laughed. "Uh I don't know!" "Not even a bare ass?!" Frank asked. "No..." "Not even Alicia's bare ass?" I asked cracking up. Mikey just sighed and Frank said, "Okay, Mikey is not even reading the good ones." Frank took the phone and scrolled, "Ah, Chloe wants to know if you were offered something free, would you pick sky diving lessons, a custom tattoo, a lap dance from an exotic dancer, or 50 free sun tanning lessons."

"Oh the lap dance!" I piped up. They laughed. "Hopefully Helena doesn't hear." Ray said laughing. "The tattoo." Frank said. "What were they again?" "A tattoo, a lap dance, sky diving lessons, or 50 free sun tanning sessions." "I guess the tattoo." Frank clapped and said, " I knew it! Which is funny because you don't have any." We laughed and Frank scrolled. "This is from Maggie. This isn't a question but I would just like to say that you guys are my heros. And I would like to add that I just love all of your girlfriends! Someone leaked photos of Bandit and I scolded. I hope you guys find this one. And read it and say something about it. Love you guys."

"Thank you Maggie! We love you too!" More questions came when someone asked, "Is your wife there? If so let's see!" "My wife is here. And okay I'll make sure she brings Bandit." I got up and walked out to the room. Helena was on the couch with Alicia and Bandit. "Honey, bring Bandit, they wanna see." She smiled and got up with Bandit. "I wanna come!" Alicia said standing. We invited them in and said, "Here is mine and Mikey's wife. Alicia and Helena with Bandit." They waved and smiled. Alicia kissed Mikey and sat on his lap.

We kissed and the comments said stuff like, 'Perf. Cute. OMG THEY ARE THE CUTEST COUPLE!! BANDIT IS ADORABLE!!!!!!' They left and we carried the interview thing on. It ended soon and we all got up and left the small room. Helena was passed out with Bandit and I carried them both. They were both so light. I drove home and laid them in bed. I went into Helena's office for her weekly check up. To see if she had hidden razors or worse. I then saw papers. One was of a rough copy of something and the other was of the final print.

They were lyrics.

Good ones too. Very insperational. Helena had written these. The title of the song was

SING.