Helena: A Gerard Way Fanfic

Shut Your Eyes, Kiss Me Goodbye, And Sleep Chapter Fifteen

(Song reference)
Helena's POV

DING DONG! I shot up. Shit that had scared me. Gerard shifted and asked in his tired voice, "What? What's the matter?" "Nothing, the doorbell scared me." He laughed. I always loved his laugh. It was like a baby. It was adorable. DING DONG! "Answer it!" I said looking for my clothes. Gerard put on his boxers and his pants and ran a hand through his hair as he left. I slid on my panties and bra. I looked around and found Gerard's shirt. I threw it on and went to Bandit's room. She was crying like crazy. "MOMMY HELP!!!!!!" She screeched. I ran into the room and saw Bandit in her bed rolling around clutching her stomach. Blood was coming out of her mouth and foamy stuff. My eyes widened. "Bandit!" I screamed running to her side.

I picked her up. More foam and blood spilled it. She sobbed, "Mommy make it stop!" "I will baby girl I will!" I grabbed her coat and wrapped it around her and a blanket with that. She kept sobbing and then I ran into Gerard and I's room. I threw his shirt off and put on a long sleeve shirt and my black skinny jeans. I put on my black Converse and grabbed a pair of Gerard's black jeans and one of his shirts and jackets. I took my makeup with me in the bag where Gerard's clothes were and put in his shoes.

I grabbed Bandit and the bag and ran downstairs. Where Mikey was yelling at Gerard. "Where the fuck is she!!! Where is that bimbo!!!!!!!" Mikey screeched. "SHE DOESN'T EXIST!!!!!!!!" Gerard shouted back. "YOUR CHEATING ON HELENA!!!!!! I WANT TO SEE THE BITCH!!!!!!!!" "Mikey!" I called. He looked up. "He's not cheating on me. It was some creepy girl who photoshopped herself into pictures of me and Gerard. And Gerard we need to go to the hospital now!" "What why?" I showed him Bandit and he gasped. "LET'S GO!!!!!!!"

We all ran to the car as Mikey called Alicia and she came over. I held Bandit as Mikey drove and Gerard dressed in the back. I had to do my makeup and handed Bandit to Gerard. He shushed her and rocked her back and forth. "I know princess. I know. It's gonna be okay." I finished my makeup and sat there biting my thumb trying so so so hard not to cry. I watched as Gerard held onto our baby girl. It hurt to think that our daughter was on her deathbed. My lip quivered and I felt Mikey's eyes on me. Tears escaped my tear ducts and I covered my mouth. I sobbed loudly and Mikey took my hand.

"Hey hey hey hey." I heard Gerard's voice say. He came to the front after handing Bandit to Alicia. He picked me up and sat me in his lap as he sat in the seat. He rubbed my back and kissed me. "It's okay. She's gonna be fine." He whispered. He kissed my cheek and we arrived at Bandit's hospital. Gerard and I got out and Alicia carried and ran Bandit to the hospital. Gerard wrapped an arm around my shoulders and we walked in. Alicia told us Bandit had been taken in. We sat on the chairs and the doors burst open. "We came as soon as we heard is she okay!!!??"

Lindsey asked holding a carrier as Frank rushed in with the other. I sobbed onto Gerard's shoulder and he ran his hands through my hair and said, "We just got here so we don't know." His voice was shaky. I pulled away from Gerard and sighed. Christa, Ray, Lindsey, Frank, Cherry, Lily, Mikey and Alicia sitting around us. They looked at us with sympathetic faces. It wasn't until about two hours later when the doctor came out to talk to us.

We looked up and stood. "Helena and Gerard Way?" Gerard snaked his hand around my waist. "It seems your daughter had a seizure. She is okay now and stable. But whatever you do try your best to not make her cry. If she uses too much muscles, she may have to be put to sleep for a bit." We nodded and followed the doctor to the room. Bandit was in the small bed with IV's in her. She had a breather to help her breath. The sight of our poor baby girl in those tubes made me want to cry. "Mommy? Daddy?" "Yes baby we're here." Gerard said. He pulled two chairs up and we sat. Gerard held her hand.

"You're gonna be okay baby okay?" I said. Bandit nodded and tried to smile. The monitor started to beep faster and Bandit started to breath heavier. Blood came out of her mouth and I freaked out. "DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed. Two doctors ran in and went to Bandit. "We can only have one adult in here." "No!!!!!!!!! I can't leave my baby!" I screamed. "lady, you are making it worse." "NO STOP! BANDIT!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed as they tried to get me out. "NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screeched.

Gerard's POV

Helena had left after screaming and it was upsetting to see her like that. They had to pin Bandit down to get the IV needle into her and she was afraid. They turned to me. "We have t put her to sleep. It'll only last a while. But she can't be awake for this or she could die from movement." I nodded and let them get the needle ready. "DADDY!!!!!!!!! NOOOO!" She screamed crying. I held her hand tighter and said, "It's okay baby. It will be okay. Just sleeeeeeep." I sang 'Sleep' to her. "So shut your eyes, kiss me goodbye and sleep. Just sleep." She had calmed down a bit and they stuck the needle in her arm.

She closed her eyes and they put the IV in. "Sir she's okay now, go and see your wife." I nodded quickly and kissed Bandit before leaving. I walked into the waiting room where Helena was supposed to be but she wasn't. "Is Bandit okay? We heard screaming and her crying and then Helena came out crying and left before we could ask her anything." Mikey stuttered obviously scared. "Which way did she go?" "Out the front doors." Frank said. I nodded thanking him and ran out.

I looked around I heard sobbing. I looked and Helena was on the floor curled up in a ball. She had no shoes on anymore. No jacket. No shirt. Just her skinny jeans. She just laid there in her black bra and skinny jeans. Her makeup was running and mascara and eyeliner was running down her cheeks. She was shaking violently. But the thing I noticed was. She had a black eye, busted lip, bloody nose, and bruises and scratches all over her face. And I also noticed a long cut on her arm. It went from her armpit to her wrist where her other cuts had opened. A knife?

What the hell happened to my wife?

((oh shit))