I drew back the curtains after four days, a symbolic act that promised renewal but delivered only regret. Sunlight invaded my room, exposing its transformation from a sanctuary to a disheveled mess. The once-protective covers now lay in a heap, and the once-clean floor hosted a chaotic assortment of books, bags, a glass, and an empty Bordeaux bottle.
Navigating the maze of scattered clothes, a throbbing pain pulsed in my head. The dirty floor clung to my bare feet, discouragement mounting with each step. I approached the bathroom, bracing myself for the reflection in the mirror—a confrontation with my perceived inadequacy. My wine-stained lips, shadowed eyes, and lost cheekbone definition greeted me, a tired smile failing to disguise the weariness.
Ice-cold water splashed on my face, a feeble attempt to wash away the weight. Amidst makeup clutter on the dark marble sink, a red cardboard box stood out—a stark contrast to the chaos.
Dr. Janaína's prescribed medication, a prelude to the impending chaos, sat on the marble—a silent testament to guilt and shame. Three months of facing that red box, a symbol of helplessness.
Now, with nothing left to lose, I tore the lid off, swallowed the red pill, and waited for whatever awaited beyond its influence.
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Shadow and Light
Genç KurguIn "Shadow and Light," Clara's world crumbles as she loses her cherished dream job. Amidst self-sabotage and the unknown, embark on a unique journey of self-discovery and mental health. This compelling tale goes beyond, inspiring young women to conf...