Used To Be Young

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You used to make me laugh 

Like this world was made to last 

But the universe brought us to our knees 


The wind was in our hair 

Kids dancing around everywhere 

But now our past is absolutely nowhere 


From bedtimes and stories 

To houses with two stories 

And no room to breathe 


From childhood laughter 

To news anchors of satire 

And people who won't believe 


You say that you used to 

Know me when I was her son 

Said that I used to be fun 

You knew me when I used to be young 


Made so many mistakes 

Dealt with my own earthquake 

Said that I used to be fun 

You knew me when I used to be young 


I now look like I'm thirty 

Always tossing and turning 

Too afraid to ever sleep 


And everyone worries 

No matter if I say that I'm fine 

They always see through the lie 


And I'll always admire 

The dreams of a kid wanting to fight fire 

But I think that my dreams have officially expired 


Now it's time for us to grow 

Because we will always know 

That there is no such thing as alone 


You say that you used to 

Know me when I hid from the sun 

Never knew that I used to feel so alone 

You knew me when I used to be young 


Took so many risks 

But nothing seemed to stick 

Said that I used to be fun 

You knew me when I used to be young 


Used to be the life of the party 

But now me and that me are parting 

Used to throw my hands up in the dance 

But now I'm going silent for them to have a chance 


Used to be the life of the party 

But now I'm the one the party isn't starting for 

Used to dance to numb the fighting voices inside 

But now I'm always looking for some light in me 


You say that you used to 

Love me but I messed that up 

I made so many mistakes but 

That's because I used to be young 


The nights "wasted" were the ones I had 

The most fun and will remember forever 

Because it was a choice to self preserve 

That's because I used to be young 


Said that it was once 

And now you've upgraded to stunts 

Said that I used to be fun 

You only knew me when 


I used to be young 

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