Why is everything so hard to do
Why do I pretend to be something I'm not
Why is it difficult to perform to their standards
Why I can't just be able to let go of what's not real
Why am I breaking my own heart
When I should be building myself up
How could you say that this is easy
When everything is getting too hard
It's time for me to listen to my heart
Even though I'm falling apart
How could you lead me down the road
Just to abandon me in the middle of the day
It's time to wonder if I'll ever be okay
Even though I'm stable enough to lose my mind
I don't want to be the person that I don't know
I want to be the person I used to remember
I don't want to be torn between Riley and Tamos
I thought I knew what I wanted
But I guess I'm just confused
I thought I listened to the best part
But really I was tearing apart my heart
Why am I lying to myself when
I could choose to just fit in
How could you say that this is easy
When everything is getting too hard
It's time for me to listen to my heart
Even though I'm falling apart
How could you lead me down the road
Just to abandon me in the middle of the day
It's time to wonder if I'll ever be okay
Even though I'm stable enough to lose my mind
I don't want to be the person that I don't know
I want to be the person I used to remember
I don't want to be torn between Tamos and Riley
Why is everything getting so confusing
Why am I always getting so terrified
Maybe I don't know who I should be
Maybe I'm just trying to be who they want me to be
Why can't I just go back to living happy
How could you say that this is easy
When everything is getting too hard
It's time for me to listen to my heart
Even though I'm falling apart
How could you lead me down the road
Just to abandon me in the middle of the day
It's time to wonder if I'll ever be okay
Even though I'm stable enough to lose my mind
I don't want to be the person that I don't know
I want to be the person I used to remember
I don't want to be torn between Tamos and Riley
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Riley
PoetryThis is the end. After 5 years of writing and releasing poetry, it's time for us to end on a good note. I have been writing this collection for a few months and I'm so proud of what has come from it. I named this "Riley" because this is that Cindere...