Don't Wanna Be Torn

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Why is everything so hard to do 

Why do I pretend to be something I'm not 


Why is it difficult to perform to their standards 

Why I can't just be able to let go of what's not real 


Why am I breaking my own heart 

When I should be building myself up 


How could you say that this is easy 

When everything is getting too hard 

It's time for me to listen to my heart 

Even though I'm falling apart 


How could you lead me down the road 

Just to abandon me in the middle of the day 

It's time to wonder if I'll ever be okay 

Even though I'm stable enough to lose my mind 


I don't want to be the person that I don't know 

I want to be the person I used to remember 

I don't want to be torn between Riley and Tamos 


I thought I knew what I wanted 

But I guess I'm just confused 


I thought I listened to the best part 

But really I was tearing apart my heart 


Why am I lying to myself when 

I could choose to just fit in 


How could you say that this is easy 

When everything is getting too hard 

It's time for me to listen to my heart 

Even though I'm falling apart 


How could you lead me down the road 

Just to abandon me in the middle of the day 

It's time to wonder if I'll ever be okay 

Even though I'm stable enough to lose my mind 


I don't want to be the person that I don't know 

I want to be the person I used to remember 

I don't want to be torn between Tamos and Riley 


Why is everything getting so confusing 

Why am I always getting so terrified 

Maybe I don't know who I should be 

Maybe I'm just trying to be who they want me to be 

Why can't I just go back to living happy 


How could you say that this is easy 

When everything is getting too hard 

It's time for me to listen to my heart 

Even though I'm falling apart 


How could you lead me down the road 

Just to abandon me in the middle of the day 

It's time to wonder if I'll ever be okay 

Even though I'm stable enough to lose my mind 


I don't want to be the person that I don't know 

I want to be the person I used to remember 

I don't want to be torn between Tamos and Riley  

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