Riley

Hawaii

I want to disappear in Hawaii 

Hopefully a hurricane destroys me 

I want to die peacefully 

So why, am I, dealing with this drama?  

I want to feel the sand on my feet 

The sun kissed skin in the mirror 

And hear the whisper of island life 

So why, am I, dealing with this drama? 

There are echoes in the water talking to me 

Telling me that I just need to dive on deep 

See the ocean in my eyes and water in the deep 

It doesn't matter if it's your turn to breathe 

Watch this turn into a tsunami 

Centering inside of my personal Hawaii 

I want to eat my clementines in peace 

Hopefully I can get some center peace 

Just let go and find yourself a seat 

So why, am I, dealing with your problems? 

The rhythm that they share 

Like the breeze cutting through the air 

Shapes me in ways I cannot believe 

So why, am I, the one you're ignoring 

There's a comfortability in the dark 

No voices just you and your thoughts 

"I wanna see how long you last before 

You start to become your insecurities" 

I see as this starts to turn into a tsunami 

Centering around my personal Hawaii 

Maybe it was all for the best in the end 

I guess that it wasn't worth your time to send 

A message that I will finally be alright 

I guess that it just has become my time 

To become the person that they want me to be 

Don't be scared to just dive in deep 

Just jump into where you can't even see 

Feel how you get uncomfortable and scream 

Start to become your own dark insecurities 

It has turned into a major tsunami 

Centering around my personal Hawaii