Kellins Pov
I've always wanted to be the kind of person who doesn't care what others think.
But...I'm not.
It hurts when you hear rumors. Or lies that someone spread.
It hurts when I get called names based on who I am. Who I want to be. Who I like.
No one is really ever there for me when I have problems. It's always me against the world.
I have been forced to fight my battles on my own. Well that was until I met Vic.
He helped my through a lot of stuff in my life.
He went to high school with me and protected me.
He was my angel. Well still is.
He always told me what he thought was the truth and he helped me believe it too.
He pulled me from my dark place, into a lighter one where I can live freely.
I had contemplated suicide a few years ago when I was 17. I'm now 19 living with Vic in an apartment.
Flashback
I was sat against the tub. Razor in hand.I looked down at my scarred left wrist, running my fingertips over the jagged scars.
I slowly lifted up my plain black t-shirt, revealing my clean hips.
I lifted the razor, dragging it across my hips, causing crimson blood to flow out of my fresh cut.
I repeated this process a few more times while sobbing.
I had made 5 cuts on my left hip and 3 on my right. Finally, I pressed down hard on the blade causing myself to cut my fingertip in the process. I dragged the blade across my hip one more time with a great amount of force, causing blood to spill out at a rapid pace.
I quickly sat up and reached for my phone which was 3 feet to my left.
I dialed Vic's number,
"Hey Kells, what's up?" He replied."Vic? Call 911". I begged while silent tears fell down my face.
I hung up and just sat in thought. Why did I do this? What will Vic think? Will he hate me?
I was ripped out of thought by the sound of sirens singing in the streets.
I smiled as my vision faded to black. I could finally be happy.
I awoke in the hospital the next day with a crying Vic next to me holding my hand.
He made me promise I wouldn't do this ever again.
I agreed.
Flashback overNow I sit here on the bed that Vic and I share, Vics arms around my small waist as he sleeps. I turn softly to face him and I hug him tightly.
He stirs awake.
"Kells, what's wrong? Are you okay?" He mumbled, sleep laced heavily in his voice.
"Yeah. I just wanted to thank you for saving me. "
"Hey, hey, don't think about that right now. We're okay."
"I know. But I just think I was being stupid. I would never want to miss out on all of the things that have happened since then." I confess.
"I will always save you Kellin. Always."
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