Never Let You Go : HEEJAKE

Chapter - 4

Next morning when heeseung woke up his boyfriend wasn't next to him. He internally cursed himself for not being able to wake up and first and feel those little touches of his boyfriend.

"He must be preparing breakfast " Heeseung mumbled as he saw the time displayed on the alarm clock. He sighed once he felt the pain in his wrist hit him.
Carefully getting up to use the bathroom he made his way. Glad it was weekend and they had no classes for today and tomorrow. They didn't even have their part time job today.

After completing his shower Heeseung made his way down stairs, taking slow steps as his mind was already occupied by thoughts. A sweet delicious scent hit his nose once he reached the kitchen.

There stood his boyfriend in his knitted grey sweater paired up with a black shorts. Jaeyun turned around just to spot his boyfriend and gave him a small smile.

"Come have breakfast " Jaeyun spoke making heeseung just nod and helped his boyfriend with the plates and food.
"Eat up " The younger shortly spoke making heeseung tense up.

Could jaeyun kissing his wrist, where the scars were only a coincidence? Or did he sae them ? Heeseung thought to himself and shivered a bit. He wouldn't want this to happen. He can't see those disappointed eyes looking at him.

Quickly finishing his food heeseung went back to his room and closed the door behind him. Uh what will he do now? Something is definitely wrong and he could feel it. He is getting tensed thinking about the chance of jaeyun knowing about his scars he created last night.

Suddenly his heart beat rose up when he heard the footsteps coming up indicating his boyfriend will be there in any second soon. He quickly let go the door knob and stood a bit back and that's when he heard the door unlocking and jaeyun entering the room.

"O-oh jaeyun do you need anything " Heeseung stuttered a bit but still kept his blank expression and cold voice. His eyes were clearly trembling despite the cold aura he held. Fidgeting with his sleeves as he stretched them as much down as he can.

He saw how his boyfriend took closer steps to him. His eyes widened when the younger straight up held his collar and pulled him down for a kiss.

It wasn't like it was their first kiss, heeseung can't even remember when was the last time he kissed jaeyun like that on his lips. During these past 8 months the number of their kisses would only be up to five.... Maybe not even reaching five.

While Jaeyun's eyes were closed as the younger held the collar of the taller with one hand while the other on the elder's nape holding him close. Heeseung just stood their kissing his Boyfriend back when suddenly he felt his right hand getting grabbed by the younger.

The younger just hummed in the kiss a bit and placed his lover's warm hand on his waist, which was a bit exposed just a bit.

Heeseung was too lost in kissing his boyfriend that he didn't notice when he bite the younger's bottom lip. A groan was left by jaeyun when he felt that. With his lips parted heeseung took the opportunity to slip his tongue inside the younger's mouth.

The two kept on making out at the spot that heeseung didn't even notice when the younger held his left hand and rolled down his sleeves. Heeseung was too busy in the kiss but stopped when he felt a tear leaving the younger's eyes.

That's when he realised that his Boyfriend was caressing hand feeling his scar which was a bit swollen while still kissing the elder and holding him up close.

The two pulled out and that's when jaeyun took a proper look on the elder's scars and traced it by his fingers.

"Your promised me seung " Jaeyun let out a shaky breathe and heeseung could just look down, not able to look up and face his boyfriend not wanting to see disappointment in his love's eyes.

"You promised me you will tell me what's troubling you and won't hurt yourself again " Heeseung tightly closed his eyes once he heard those words. Flashbacks running through his mind.

"You promised me you won't suffer alone and won't doubt yourself... Then why did you break it? " Heeseung was pulled in a warm hug. His head hurting by all the flashback ans memories which ran through his mind.

"You promised me lee heeseung that you would never let your dad down Then why did you kill him? " The lady's shout were heard from the living room while the male just sobbed as his step father hurted him physically.

"You killed my best friend flithy child you killed him " His step father continued the words and kept on making those scars and marks on the child's body.

"You love touches huh? Let me have someone to touch you then " Ji yeong, heeseung's father best friend and now also his step father.

"You loved it when that neighbour's child touched you right? You freaking shit you loved it huh? Let's get you have some real fun with touches " Heeseung's eyes flashed with fear as he heard those words.

"P-please D-dont I'm sorr-y " The child just begged but his cried were just ignored. Soon his nightmare was called in the room and heeseung knew there was no way he's gonna be saved now

Choking on his tears heeseung was having trouble breathing. He could hear jaeyun trying to calm him down and tubbing his back continuously.

It made him remind of the boy, the neighbor he used to play with in his childhood. But sadly heeseung's memories about him were blurred.... His mother filled traumatic experiences for him which were enough for him to forget those about that boy.

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