Never Let You Go : HEEJAKE

Chapter - 11

Jaeyun opened his eyes and quickly checked the time on the clock beside him. Oh it's only been half an hour.
He groaned and stood up but immediately sat when he felt the pain in his stomach still there, stronger then before.

"Is heeseung back " Jaeyun smiled a little when he heard some movements downstairs. "Oh wait let me check myself in the mirror first" He mumbled and quickly went to the bathroom to see his reflection.

"Uh I look like shit " He scrunched his nose and washed his face which had stains of tears on them with warm water.

"Heeseung ~" He sang as he peeked through the wall and smiled brightly looking like a child to heeseung. "Yun" Heeseung tried to imitate his boyfriend's tone making the other giggle.

"I missed you" Jaeyun ran to his Boyfriend ignoring the pain in his stomach as he quickly approached the elder and hugged him tightly.

But to his surprise the elder just flinched and backed off a bit making him tilt his head. "Huh what happened " He asked his boyfriend whose hands trembled
"Please don't fouch me yun "

Jaeyun's eyes widened a bit as he bite his lips "did I do something wrong ? " He asked as he stared at the elder's eyes but they only shower fear to him. His boyfriend immediately cupped his cheeks "I'm sorry love am really sorry. Please bear with me a bit longer. I'm trying my best to recover for us, for you"

Heeseung spoke as tears streamed out of his face. As much as Jaeyun wanted to wipe them off he was worried that he will scare his lover again.

"Please don't cry " Jaeyun spoke in a tiny voice and bite his lips controlling his urge to hug the elder. "I'm sorry i really am " Heeseung spoke and hugged the younger tightly who smiled a little.

"Alright I'll accept it on one condition " Jaeyun spoke up as an idea struck in his mind. "I'll do whatever you ask for " Heeseung spoke and wipped his tears on his shirt which his boyfriend was wearing making the younger male giggle.

"Spoil me with kisses " Jaeyun whispered in a teasing tone near the elder's ears which sent shivers down his spine.

That's it on receiving the command heeseung immediately cupped his boyfriend's cheeks by one hand while the other hand was placed on the younger's waist to pull him upwards and hold him tightly.

No heeseung didn't felt scared or flinched now, it only happened when jaeyun touched him. These all didn't happen before but his panick attacks were frequent then before which was marking him scared and flinch hard.

Heeseung felt lucky and happy that his boyfriend understood him and was helping him with it. Now it's heeseung's turn to recover for the sake of them. He will and he surely will try his best to ket go of those emotions and built good memories with touches.

It will surely take time but it's for the good. If a good change is going to take place then taking time is okay. For now heeseung was just focusing on rewarding his boyfriend for being by his side. Though Jaeyun didn't touch him back heeseung was still happy that atleast he was able to be touchy in a way.

Heeseung did notice how happy his boyfriend felt when he kissed him. So he took a mental note to do it more often to please the younger.

But what he failed to notice was how hard Jaeyun was clutching on his stomach due to the pain.

Evening, 8:15 pm

"Do you want anything else? " Heeseung asked his boyfriend who thought. The elder was going to the convenience store to buy some ingredients and Groceries. Always his boyfriend would accompany him but seems like today he wasn't in mood.

"Uh can you get some pain killers? " Jaeyun spoke trying his best not to show the pain on his face as he still clutched on his stomach.

"What happened? " Heeseung worriedly approached the younger male and kept his hands on his boyfriend's forehead.
"You don't seem to have a fever? " Heeseung tilted his head a little making jaeyun giggle.

"Stupid pain killers are for pain relief not fever" He laughed as he saw his boyfriend embarrassingly scratch the back of his nape. But that suddenly changed into a worried face when he realised.

"But what happened to you? Why do you need those? " Heeseung held the younger's body in his arms who let his body fall on the elder because of pain and tiredness.

"I don't know I guess I ate too much today so now my stomach is hurting " Jaeyun spoke the truth to his boyfriend who stroked his head. "Why didn't you tell me sooner? "

"It's okay it isn't that bad " Jaeyun lied as he rested his head on the elder's chest.

"It will go away soon take rest I'll buy the medicines fast " Heeseung looked at his boyfriend who looked up making their foreheads join together. "Cute " Jaeyun mumbled as he placed a kiss on the elder's cheeks and let him go.

"Go and come back safely " Jaeyun nagged making his boyfriend smile a little. "Sure "

Jaeyun smiled as he saw the door closing, but that soon dropped as he felt another wave of pain hit him. "Uh is it really just a stomach ache? " He questioned himself but shook his head as he dropped on the ground letting out a cry of pain.

"Uh what the actual fuck? " He groaned and stood up weakly to go to the bedroom.

He closed the bedroom door behind him and layed his body softly on the bed while slipping his hands inside the shirt he was wearing and massaging his bare stomach.

"God I need to stop eating this much " He spoke in a low tone and checked his phone when he saw the new notifications.

Jerk (Mr.sim)
Your brother will be back next week, he will stay for five days and then fly back to the states

Jaeyun scrunched his nose and threw his phone on the side not bothering to reply. He was happy that finally his brother will be back. He missed him a lot. His brother was receiving his treatment in states.

But for now his main focus was the pain in his stomach which didn't seem to lessen a bit.

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Double update!

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