Never Let You Go : HEEJAKE

Chapter - 17

Jaeyun groaned a little when he felt the sun rays hit his face. He quickly squinted his eyes and hid his face in his boyfriend's bare chest. the younger was not in the mood of waking up now.

"Close those damn curtains " He spoke in a husky tone as he shook his boyfriend a little who smiled in return. "Calm down yun" Heeseung replied and as he ruffled the younger's hair who shook his head.
"Those curtains " He sleepily pointed at the large window which had his curtains opened.

"Wait a second " Heeseung freed himself from the hug of his boyfriend and made his way to the window to close the curtains. He looked back to see the younger smiling a bit and giving him a thumbs up which led herself to chuckle.

"It's still early so sleep for as long as you want " Heeseung jumped on the bed and quickly tackled his boyfriend in a hug. "Mhm" Jaeyun spoke in tiny and hugged heeseung closer as both the males inhaled each other's scents.

"How is you skin so smooth and soft ? " Heeseung questioned as he ran his fingers through the soft skin of his boyfriend's bare back. "I don't know lemme sleep " Jaeyun complained and whined to which heeseung quickly apologized.

He gently patted and hummed softly to help his boyfriend fall asleep fast. Soon enough the younger was sleeping while letting some low snores in between which made heeseung let out a huge smile.

"So cute " He bopped his lover's nose making Jaeyun scrunch his nose in his sleep.

Heeseung was happy. He used to imagine how it would feel to wake up next to his boyfriend after a night like yesterday. Heeseung could swear it was like heaven for him. Jaeyun's moans and calling out his name while being totally satisfied by what the elder was giving to him.

It was true that they both made love to each other. It was more special because it was both if theirs first time. Heeseung may have experienced inappropriate touches in his past but no it was never this far to sexual things.

Even his step brother used to touch him, he never got fully naked in front of him.

Yesternight heeseung was definitely hesitating a bit. His heart was sure he wanted that but his mind was playing tricks with him. But at last jaeyun was there to assure him.

Half an hour later both the males were awake and heeseung was all showered.

"Yun you can use the bathroom now " Heeseung closed the bathroom door behind him while drying his hair with his towel. Jaeyun who was sitting on the bed looked up and nodded before standing up.

"I thought you would need some help, I guess I was gentle on you " Heeseung controlled his laugh and commented to which jaeyun rolled his eyes. "Gentle? No way, I'm just strong " Jaeyun shrugged his shoulder and hugged his boyfriend who hugged him back.

"Is that so? Ah no wonder this strong baby was saying to go harder-" A hand was slammed on heeseung's mouth making him look down a bit to see the blushing male glaring at him.

"Shut up" Jaeyun quickly ran to the bathroom to get a shower making heeseung shake his head and stare at the figure from behind with a smile on his face.

Is this is what happiness means then he was willing to change himself as soon as possible.

He has accepted himself. This is how his life is and he should accept it. Heeseung has decided that he will not let his past ruin his present and future.

The couple walked through the stairs to reach the kitchen while giggling nd talking about stuffs. They reached the kitchen just to see Mrs. sim cooking for them. "Good morning aunty " Heeseung smiled and greeted the lady who smiled back.

"Morning son " Jaeyun froze when he heard his mother's voice. It was still the same, same as before. He looked up with parted lips and stared at his mother and heeseung. Oh, it was for heeseung.

Jaeyun still felt happy that at least he could hear that, even if it didn't meant for him. At least his boyfriend wasn't left out.

He quietly took a seat next to his boyfriend as heeseung finished helping with the dishes. Soon the table was engulfed with silence as they all ate their food.

Heeseung noticed how his boyfriend wasn't eating that well. Just when he was about to speak another voice was heard. "Eat well Jake " The lady suddenly spoke and heeseung swears he saw a tear drop from his boyfriend's eyes.

Jaeyun couldn't help but shed the tear he was holding for a while after his mother called him. He didn't speak back, more like he wasn't able to utter a word. He sniffled silently and ate his food.

But he closed his eyes tightly and let more tears brim out of his eyes when he felt the hand of his mother softly ruffle his head. "Look at you getting so thin, eat a lot baby " She spoke and jaeyun looked at his mother with teary eyes.

"Mom" He called out and heeseung's heart broke when he heard that tone of his boyfriend. Jaeyun looked so vulnerable at the moment.

"Yes? " Mrs. Sim replied while visibly on the verge of breaking down. "Forgive mom please forgive me " Jaeyun cried out loud and begged for his mother's forgiveness who smile in return, a tear escaping from her eyes too.

"Of course my jakey " She called out and pulled her son in a hug who cried loudly while holding her tightly.

Heeseung just stood their stunned. Jake? His eyes widened once he realised. That was his boyfriend's english name which was called by his family, his Grandfather.
As much as heeseung remembers, jaeyun stopped people calling his by that name after his Grandfather passed away.

Hesse doesn't know the exact reason why. He knows it's something more then just the fact that his grandfather called him. There is definitely another reason for it but for now heeseung could just stare at the mother and son who were shedding tears in each other's embrace.

That made heeseung's hand tremble a bit. He Remembers how much his mother loved him when his brother and father was alive. He still remembers that.
But she changed after they passed away.

His brother passed away due to some medical issues, his mother took the information well cause it was expected. But the news of his father passing away shook her soul. She suddenly changed after that. She blamed heeseung for it.

She blamed him just for the fact that he passed away on heeseung's birthday completely ignoring the real reason that her husband was drunk and driving that night.

"Come on " Heeseung snapped back as he heard his boyfriend calling for him. He looked at the two who opened their arms signalling him to come and hug them.
He smiled softly and made his way to the lady and his boyfriend before hugging them back. He smiled at the comfortable feeling. He missed these types of hugs by elders which radiated nothing but comfort and healing.

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How was it? :D
Hope you liked it <3

A bit of fluff and comfort before the shit begans.

Remember you aren't alone in this world. You shouldn't let people brain washed your mind. Let them say what they want. You shoul not question yourself, but because of this you shouldn't ignore your mistakes too. Acceptance is a very big emotion. It may take time but it isn't impossible to adapt it.

Love you all

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