"You can go hyung we will just postpone our meet till saturday " Sunoo assured the elder male who smiled at him and nodded still feeling guilty. "Am really sorry sun and won i'll surely treat you both on saturday "
Jungwon let out a wide smile as he looked at the elder " You said so hyung " And heeseung could just chuckle.
6:30 pm evening
"I'm so fucking tired " Jaeyun groaned and plopped himself on the couch as his head hurted a bit. He was still sick and after a long day at the university he felt really bad.
Heeseung wasn't home, the elder finished his classes early today and went to meet his cousin who came back from America after very long, cousin from his mother's side who was still close to hi.
"I wanna kill my self so bad " Jake spoke as he held his head which was hurting really badly. He settled himself on the couch and went through his bag and looked for his pills.
He took out a familiar box making him and took out the pills before looking at in confusion. When did it come here? He thought as he looked around before staring back at the bottle of the pill. He looked at the pills for a while before it finally hit him.
Metyraprone the memory erasing pill his father used to give to him in his childhood.
But how did it even come in his bag? And that too in place of his regular pills. Someone must have gone through his bag when he wasn't near. He has to discuss this with heeseung as soon as possible.
This wasn't safe cause who may now what type of pills can't be placed their next time.
Jaeyun sighed to himself and stood before going upstairs to their bedroom to get his his medicines but just as soon as he reached there his hands throbbed really badly in pain.
He let out a yelp and crouched down on the floor while groaning loudly as he felt the harsh feeling in his head. It was worse then usual, jaeyun did feel these types of headaches but this time it was really wild.
Jaeyun decided to call his boyfriend really quick but once his eyes fell on the clock his mind changed. Heeseung must be in his Therapy session now.
With a loud whimper jaeyun collapsed on the floor loosing his consciousness for the movement.
6:15 pm > Heeseung
"I suggest you to move into your subconscious state for now so that we can know what's going through your mind in that state " The psychiatrist spoks and heeseung let out a nod before biting his lips nervously.
"It's alright, it maybe triggering a bit we need to look into it to fix that, when do you mostly see these traumatic events now?" The elder male questioned and heeseung could think about about it.
"These days it's been less but I see these moments mostly in nightmares " Heeseung replied back and noticed how the elderly male hummed and noted it down in his reports.
"Okay I see now let's get you in the sub conscious state for now Mr. Lee " The male said and heeseung nodded and the session started as the silence equipped the room. Slow words from the psychiatrist were said making heeseung feel himself slip into his sub conscious state of mind.
"Heeseung-ah " The male turned around happily as he ran to his parents who giggled at him and hugged him tightly. "Aww my baby is happy today " His mother pinched his cheeks and embraced him tightly making heeseung let out a laugh.
"Li do you wanna go visit grandma this week? " His father asked and heeseung immediately smiled and nodded his head rapidly. "Yes please it's been a while since I saw her " He pouted as he replied.
"It's okay li let's go and visit Zài lún shall we? " Heeseung smiled as he heard the name of his friend and immediately agreed. He ran to his room to get changed and his mother turned to his father.
"Why are you still going there? You know it isn't safe for you and Li to go there " She worriedly spoke but the male just smirked. "You know they love their child so much and I'm just getting money from them "
"You are threatening them! Leave then alone dear or our family will be in danger. Money won't bring us that much happiness " She requested but his father just ignored her and picked up heeseung to visit their house.
"Please don't go you are ruining everyone's life. Don't be so greedy "
Heeseung's eyes twitched a bit as he felt himself slipping into another dream, another memory.
"Heeseung please leave and run somewhere " His mother cried as she held herself trying to be away from the child as much as she can. "M-mom " The 13 year old felt tears stream his face as he held his mother who just shook her head and gently pushed him away.
"Look what I did to you child, please leave me your life is already so bad I don't you it to get worse seung ah " She cried and told the child who cried just like her.
He could see his mother struggling to keep his personality, she was struggling to change into another person at the moment, she was struggling... But not as much as heeseung. "HEESEUNG LEAVE PLEASE " She shouted making him flinch.
He immediately took the envelope his mother gave him which had some money in it. He looked back at his mother and saw how the color of her eyes we're Darkening. He immediately took his bag and ran from the house while wipping his tears.
He had a friend, a friend who just lived with his elder brother. He ran and ran until he reached the familiar house.
He knocked on the door and after a few seconds the door opened, his best friend was shocked to see him.
"Hoon help me "
"Are you done now? " Sunghoon asked his best friend who nodded and the two made their way out of the building.
"So what about today's session? " He asked curiously and heeseung chuckled a bit.
"I slipped in sub conscious state and saw the moment I came to your house " Heeseung replied making sunghoon smile a bit. "I still remember who you were so had when you heard me and my brother had to go home back for a year and you were lonely in the new session of our school " Sunghoon spoke.
"But that's how you met jaeyun " He continued which bought a smile on his face.
"Glad you went " Heeseung joked and giggled teasing the younger who made an offended face but still laughed along with the elder.
Finally, he was finally healing.
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Never Let You Go : HEEJAKE
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