Never Let You Go : HEEJAKE

Chapter - 13

Heeseung just stared at the male who was looking down at his lap while fidgeting his fingers. "I-im sorry " Jaeyun spoke trying to break the silence.

"You are sorry for what? " Heeseung spoke in his usual cold tone as he folded his hands on his chest and stared at his boyfriend without any break. But he sighed when he noticed the younger didn't say anything further.

"Do you know why you are here? " Heeseung continued to which jaeyun shook his head and replied "because of stomach ache? " The younger tilted his head and guessed.

"Yes but what was the cause of the ache" Now jaeyun gulped. Is something wrong with him? Was it sometimes serious? Why is heeseung behaving like that?
"Uhm because I ate to much? " Jaeyun spoke and finally looked up at his boyfriend.

"Well you didn't ate that much, it was the normal diet a person have " Heeseung replied and stood up from the couch to walk to his boyfriend and sit on the chair next to the hospital bed. "Then? "

"Your normal food consumption is very low, yesterday you ate a normal quantity but it was very much more for your body" Jaeyun eyed as his boyfriend gently held his hands and placed a kiss on it.

"Are you worried about something yun? Why don't you eat properly " Heeseung spoke in a softer tone worried about thr younger. "No it's not like that" Jaeyun defended himself but before he could continue his boyfriend interrupted.

"Then what is it? Yun I hate to see you laying here on this hospital bed " Jaeyun bite his lips as he heard his boyfriend. He didn't know he was having eating disorders. But it's not his fault too.

"It's just I was always given this much food from my childhood as a punishment so it's been my habit and my body is used to this much quantity " Jaeyun replied in a low tone as he spoke the truth, not fully truth cause he always ate very less.

He Remembers how his dad would only allow him to have one meal a day and that too not in a sufficient amount because he didn't wanted his son to be wasting his time and feel sleepy after eating food.

He was always pressurized a lot, even though he was the younger child. His elder brother was suffering from disease so he was the only hope and heir of the company.

The hope rose up more when his grandfather named all the assets on him. His grandfather did that to secure his future but later it turned hell for him.
He was always expected to be perfect and because of constant trails of his relatives he had to work really hard and be perfection itself.

"I'm sorry love, I'll take full care of you from now on " Heeseung caressed the younger's cheeks. He himself experienced starving in his childhood but it wasn't really often. It would only happen if heeseung made a big mistake which was rare.

Now he can't imagine how his boyfriend used to live up only on small portions of food. It breaks his heart by just imagining it.

He hugged the younger closer to his body earning a smile. "Your embrace is so warm" Jaeyun nuzzled himself in his boyfriend's chest in comfort while hugging the elder back, of course after taking the permission.

Suddenly a knock was heard on the door making both of them separate for a brief moment. Heeseung saw how jaeyun's eyes turned cold.

"What are you doing here? " Jaeyun spoor and heeseung was shocked to hear that tone of his boyfriend. He wasn't used to it in fact he never heard that tone.

"We heard what happened to you " Mr. Sim spoke and came near the his son along with his wife who followed him from behind.

Jaeyun could see how his mom was damn worried but he also knows she can't say anything in front of his dad. He could just pray for his dad to leave to hear his mom's voice, just once.

"Heeseung ssi how are you? " Mr. Sim turned towards the make who awkwardly stood up from his chair and bowed to the elders. "I'm fine uncle and aunty "

" Can you please go back? I'm not feeling good to see you " Jaeyun sat up straight and glared at his dad who seemed unfazed. "Uh I think I should leave you to talk " Heeseung spoke and quickly bowed before leaving the room.

"Damn it was scary " Heeseung pouted to himself and sat on the chair outside the room. He didn't know but he thought it was best to leave at the moment. The tension in the room was killing him and he could only wonder what was happening inside now.

Suddenly he was startled when he heard the door behind him open. He quickly bowed a little in awkwardness when he saw jaeyun's mother coming to him.

"Heeseung ah " She called out shocking the male. She wasn't mute? Heeseung thought. He never heard the woman speak. Though they only met once but the woman didn't even speak a word there.

"I see you are shocked to hear me son " She chuckled a bit and patted the male's shoulder. "I-i mean-"

"It's alright don't explain to me i just wanted to tell you to take care of him and yourself. He never cares for himself and always prioritize others. He was like this since his childhood. " Heeseung noticed how the lady in front of him clenched her hands in her fist as she tried not to break down.

Okay heeseung was really Confused now.. Why was the woman so sweet to him? This lowkey made him feel guilty for thinking she mixed something in his boyfriend's food.

"I'll secretly visit you both in a day Or two. Please take care of yourself too, you don't look so well. Dress warmly " The woman spoke and in next seconds her husband came out of the room.

"Take care uncle and aunty " Heeseung stood up and greeted the two who nodded. "You too" Mr. Sim spoke in a cold voice nearly scaring heeseung.

Without wasting more time heeseung quickly emerged inside his boyfriend's room just to spot him staring at the ceiling with a mad expression.

"What happened? " He worried questioned making jaeyun snap back. "Oh nothing " The younger replied making heeseung bite his lips.

"Btw your mother talked to m-me " Heeseung spoke and jaeyun immediately widened his eyes and looked at the elder.
"Really what did she say? Her voice is really good right? It sounds really similar to mine " Jaeyun spoke too fast.

Heeseung smiled sadly, he knows how much the younger was waiting for his mother to talk to him.

"She told me to take care of you and myself and yes she did sounded like you" Heeseung replied and he saw how a bright smile was making it's way on his boyfriend's face.

"Right? I remember we both have same similar manner of speaking "

"Jaeyun ah " The 9 year old smiled widely as he ran and hug his mother who was working in the kitchen. "Mumma" The kid giggled as he kissed his mother's cheeks.

"Aw my baby how was the day at school? "
The woman smiled and feed a chocolate to the kid who giggled. "It was good mom but everyone ignored me like usual, they think I'm scary " The make pouted and complained.

"What? How dare those naughty kids. My jaeyun is an angel he isn't scary "

"Really am I not a monster and scary? Am I an angel " The kid spoke as he stared at his mother with his puppy looking eyes and pointed at himself.

"Of course not baby, you are an angel a blessing to me. I love you a lot "

"I love you too mom"

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