Not everyone is perfect, neither are all relationships. Lee Heeseung was the perfect boy everyone could ask. He was the most popular boy in his high school, he could sing dance and his visuals were outstanding with his Mind blowing performance in basketball.
Of course he was the basketball team's captain. The only thing was that Heeseung didn't really have any emotions on his face, he was simply cold Personality person. His persona and aura spoke all about his cold nature.
High school life was very fun for Heeseung, of course he met his first and only love there Sim Jaeyun.
Sim Jaeyun, the most perfect man heeseung ever saw. The guy who was bold and confident, a high scorer but also a soft hearted male who was as fragile as glass.
There Heeseung was waking up in his room just to look at the other soft figure laying next to him who was none other then his boyfriend.
Heeseung just admired his boyfriend, jaeyun was really pretty and handsome and heeseung still remembers how the whole school was head over hills for his boyfriend when he joined.
Both the boys met in the first year, they were friends for over 2 years when finally heeseung confessed his love to his best friend on the graduation day which was 8 months ago.
Jaeyun was really happy and immediately accepted the confession making them here now. The couple was now in university, same one and surprisingly in the same class.
Though heeseung doesn't show much affection and touches to jaeyun he still loves jaeyun more them anything.
It's not like heeseung does this to hurt the younger intentionally but what can he do? His past, his family has made him like this making him now able to break out from his shell.
The elder had a small yet gentle smile on his face as ruffled jaeyun's cheeks making the younger hum in comfort. Heeseung knows how much jaeyun carves for his attention and touches but he was always understanding and never forced heeseung to do it making the elder feel guilty.
He really hopes he can break out of his shell and give his boyfriend all his deserves.
"Hmmm" Heeseung immediately looked at his boyfriend who begin to move around indicating that he was waking up. The elder immediately closed his eyes acting to be asleep.
Soon after a few minutes he felt a warm hand on his cheeks Caressing them softly. Heeseung internally smiled, this was his favourite routine he would always act like he is asleep because he knows that his boyfriend is gonna show him a lot of affections freely.
"What's the time? " He heard his boyfriend look around and say "oh we have a lot of time left" Jaeyun continued as he looked back at his boyfriend who he thought was sleep and grinned to himself before hugging his boyfriend.
Heeseung blushed a little when he felt the adorable figure cuddle him, he could feel how his boyfriend rubbed his nose again his neck before moving to the elder's chest to seek warmth.
"His embrace is the most comfortable " He heard jaeyun mumble and again he felt guilty. Why can't he just be honest and return all those touches and affection to his boyfriend? Heeseung loved jaeyun a lot of course he's the only one he has in this world, Jaeyun is his world.
Heeseung's family abandoned him when he was 16 and before that they would abuse him and give him traumatic experience of touches and affection making him behave like this now.
But that doesn't mean jake wasn't suffering, the younger male too had a bad background. Jake's family was rich but very pressuring. They would be at him just for some silly mistakes thr younger did. But they still accepted his relationship and adores heeseung too. Though they are good parents they won't tolerate any mistakes and always made sure to punish jake for it.
The elder would somehow cry not knowing how his boyfriend even copes up with him. How can jaeyun be this patient with him? All his life everyone around him always told him that he didn't deserve anyone or a comfort person.
Heeseung knows that Jaeyun is the right one for him..... But he still doubts if he is the right one for jaeyun.
But for now he will just focus on cuddling with his boyfriend.
"Yes I did seung " Jake answered to his boyfriend's question which was if he did eat all the breakfast and didn't left anything.
"Are you sure? Your food consumption is getting really low" Heeseung spoke in his usual tone but his eyes were very concerned. Jaeyun could just smile as he saw how adorable and worried the elder looked.
"Yeah am sure now please finish your breakfast so we can leave " The elder just nodded at his boyfriend's remarks, a small smile appearing on his face when he saw the younger packing him some fruits which he would always do.
"Jaeyun ah pack some for yourself too" Heeseung shortly spoke not glancing at the younger as he was busy finishing the breakfast, not wanting to get himself or his boyfriend in detention.
"It's alright" Jaeyun protested and continued to pack for the elder. Heeseung sighed to Himself, but immediately thought of something making him feel relive.
"If you are done then you can leave the dishes seung, I'll do them" Jaeyun spoke as he already began to roll up his sleeves, ready to clean the dishes before going to university.
"No I'll do it" Heeseung protested as he didn't wanted his boyfriend to always do the work.
"It's alright I'll do it, you go and get your hair done fast or we will get late" Jaeyun spoke as he took the dishes from the table and moved to the sink.
As much as heeseung wanted to protest he knew he couldn't, his hair were still wet and he had to dry them fast and style it. So he sighed and went Upstairs before shouting.
After a while the couple finished their works and were ready to go. They coincidentally wore the matching shoes they brought making heeseung's ears go red as he felt shy.
The couple moved out of the door and just when jaeyun looked the door and was ready to go with his boyfriend, heeseung frowned and spoke
"Jaeyun ah where is your scarf? " Heeseung asked making the younger smile awkwardly "I forgot"
The elder sighed as he took his bag and opened it before taking out a piece of fabric. "Glad I always keep a extra pair for you" Heeseung mumbled as he wrapped the soft scarf around the shorter male's neck who blushed at the sudden affection.
"Let's go now" Heeseung patted the younger's head before turning themselves to the side to leave for their university.
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Never Let You Go : HEEJAKE
FanficHeeseung who had a traumatic past is the partner of sim jaeyun who doesn't have a good family background Though Lee Heeseung was the one to confess first, he was not able to convey his love to his boyfriend Sim Jaeyun who was very understanding per...
