"To meet that bastard..." I walked out aggressively, every moment I spent with my sister flashed in front of my eyes like a movie. Her voice, her beautiful eyes, those cute little hands and fingers, her pretty smile. I've been dying to see her since then, I lost my only family and that's all because of that one guy. North...
I hoped on my bike and wore my gloves. As soon as I started the engine, my bike ran like a hoarse without wasting a second.
I reached his house, my heart pounding with a mixture of fear and determination. As I approached the door, I could hear faint laughter echoing from within the house. With trembling hands, I pushed the door open and stood at the main door.
There he was, sitting with Mark, laughing and giggling as if nothing in the world could touch them. They were at peace, clueless to the storm raging inside me. My fists clenched at my sides as I struggled to contain the flood of emotions threatening to consume me.
He saw me standing like a statue at the door, his eyes and mine locked. The sound of laughter and giggles stopped suddenly from his side, he had a weird kind of sparkle in his eyes.
Mark got confused and turned his head towards the direction where Gemini was looking at.
"What happened, khun Fourth? Are you alright?" Mark asked.
Him and me were still looking at each other, not knowing what Mark was saying before. I couldn't hear him, it was like everything around me became silent and it might be the same case for him as well...
They had taken everything from me. My sister, who was my best friend-she had been brutally torn away from me, her innocence got stolen in the cruelest manner, one can't even imagine. And now, here they were, living their lives without a care in the world, while I was left to pick up the shattered pieces of my existence.
I was burying my anger because even a single wrong step from my side might cause me a big trouble... And maybe I won't be able to take my revenge again. I calmed myself and smiled at them.
"Khun Boss, I have something to talk. May I come in?"
Gemini was still silent and continuously looking in my eyes. Mark finally came towards me and patted my shoulder.
"Yes come in, I was leaving anyway. You guys carry on." Mark forced a smile at me and left.
I stepped forward slowly, and he was still sitting on the couch until I came in front of him, his head was raised now.
"Fourth..." He whispered.
"Khun Boss, may I-"
He held my hand pulled me closer to him. His hands wrapped around my waist whereas I was on his lap.
"What are you doing, Khun Boss." I pushed him but he again pulled me closer to him. His cheeks were flushed and while looking at him I got realised he was drunk.
"Khun Boss, I think we'll talk tomorrow in the office." I pushed him again but this time he threw me on the couch and came on the top of me.
"Sshh... Not a single word again." He placed his index finger on my lips.
I was struggling and my anger got the best of me. I wasn't able to move, I was feeling so disgusting for myself and only one thought was running in my mind.
My sister, she has faced the same things with this bastard... She was tortured like this...
He stroked my face with his index finger until he reached my lips again and I stopped him by holding his hand.
"Fourth... I... I've seen you somewhere." He came closer to my neck.
I was silent, not responding with anything. I didn't even pushed him back. This made me realised how helpless a person can get in agony.
"Say s-something please." He pulled himself back and made me sit.
"I hate your face, Gemini..." I said in the lowest voice.
"I know... But you've got everything wr-" he became unconscious and fell on the other side.
Tears started forming in my eyes, finally I was gaining the control of my body back. I looked at him and felt disgusted about myself... Everything about me felt like a waste to live. Someone, who was responsible for my sister's brutal death was living at ease, with nothing in his life to worry about and here I am taking care of that person. The same person who just came so close to me, my body and I wasn't even able to stop him.
I stood up from the couch and kneeled in front of his unconscious figure. My hands reached his collar and pulled him towards my face, making him look straight in my eyes. He was still in a state to see and hear things and I didn't realise that.
"If you think I'll let you go after what you did to me then you are wrong, North." I said and left his collar. He hit the ground and I took a step back.
I grabbed a table vase and almost threw it on his head but Luke came suddenly and he stopped me.
"Fourth, collect yourself! Get yourself together! Have you gone mad?" He took the vase from my hand and my eyes burst into tears. Everything infront of me became blurry and I fell on the floor.
...
"Oh god..." I rubbed my face and woke up, I was in my bed.
"He is awake. Luke, please come he is awake." Je screamed in joy after seeing me, she ran out of my room and bought all my friends and Luke.
Everyone came one by one and caressed my head cheeks like I was a baby. I wasn't able to contain myself and started crying.
"Fourth, please. You've already been on the bed for like past 3 days. Don't start crying again. It will cause your body more complications." Je crawled on the bed and came beside me.
I buried my face on her shoulder.
"You still have a high fever, Fourth." She touched my face then she started rubbing my palm gently.
"You are... Leave it." Satang was so pissed, I could actually feel it in his tone. That made me chuckle.
"Don't worry, something like this won't happen again." I said and winked at him while poking my cheeks.
"Something like this? What are you both talking about? And Fourth, Luke carried you and bought you home when you blacked-out that day. Tell me, what the hell was stressing you like that? Why is your panic attack occuring again these days?" She attacked me with tons of questions at the same time.
"Je, I just woke up. Let me rest at least. I'll tell you soon." I grabbed the blanket and placed it all over my body, just leaving my head out and hands supporting my cheeks on the pillow.
"He is just a baby..." Luke chuckled while looking at my fake sleeping figure.
"Okay, you all go. I'll be here and let you all know whenever he'll wake up."
"Okay." They all said and left.
I woke up and rested my back on the headboard of the bed. Luke smiled and sat beside me.
"You know what mistakes you've made these days, don't you?" He kept starring at me.
"Hm.. I know. But, thank you so much for taking me home."
"Don't change the topic, I saw everything on the cctv, you were forced by him. But you weren't reacting, what was wrong? Why were you like that? Just a few days ago Someone forced himself on you and shot him. But Gemini, you weren't even moving under him. What is that-" Luke was talking but suddenly stopped when he noticed that my body was becoming pale again.
"Are you okay, Fourth. God, I didn't even called a doctor." He ran and grabbed his phone from the side table.
"Don't, I'm okay. Come back, we aren't finished yet."
He came back but the phone was still in his hand.
"I got a panic attack then and there when he was on a top of me. I started imaging scenarios about how my Pear would've felt when this was happening with her back then." Luke kept starring at me.
"But thankfully, you stopped me from banging his head." He smiled and caressed my head.
"Just don't loose your control, Fourth. We have a long way to go."
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Mr. Anti-romantic | Geminifourth/Fourthgemini Story
Fanfiction"It's just how you trust them, since nothing you see is true." . . Both of them are suffering from the same situations, both of them have faced the same trauma. But, one hates the other with all of his guts, unaware of the other's life. Life is a ga...