GUISE [ 양정원 ] yang jungwon ✓

44 - ☆: hold desire.

[ time skipped ]

It's been a year Yerim and Jungwon together, and their relationship going well as Yerim couldn't stop pouring her love towards him. Jungwon's mother already knew both of them dating after Jungwon told his mother about it and her reaction was total happiness knowing she had a 'daughter' in her family.

This year both of them will take a CSAT, Jungwon feels it's hard for him to focus on his studies as Yerim is always there by his side. He didn't mean that Yerim was his disturbance but Yerim gave him a lot of physical touch as her love language that made him nervous every day

"Jungwonie, you know what? Me and Minji were playing netball before but no matter how many times I tried to shoot, I still didn't get it...."

Jungwon didn't focus on what Yerim talking about in her daily life like usual, his eyes kept on Yerim's lips which looked soft and moist, she must have never kissed someone with that lip before. His mind keeps telling him to kiss it because this whole time they're dating, they still haven't kissed each other.

'Stop, I shouldn't think like that..' Jungwon vanished that's the idea of him.

"Did you even hear me?" asked Yerim.

"I do."

"Are you okay? Why do you seem quiet today?"

"Nothing, I'm just tired."

"Really? Let me check."

Yerim moved closer to Jungwon, she laid her palm on Jungwon's forehead to check if he caught a fever, but he just seemed fine to her. While, Jungwon was trying to hold himself as she got too close to him, his heart racing again.

"Yerim, I'm fine. Let's continue our study."

Jungwon continued to look into his book while he ignored Yerim beside him, she was confused as to why Jungwon didn't act like usual. He usually would be clingy to her but he suddenly turned cold like the first day they met.

Yerim then continued to study as well as Jungwon did, but she couldn't help to steal a glance at Jungwon beside her. Since she can't see Jungwon's hidden emotions at all, she feels afraid at the moment. She is afraid that Jungwon will start to feel bored with her or find her annoying in some way.

Even though Minji already told her that both of them are soulmates, still there's no use being a soulmate if one of them no longer has feelings for you. It's way worse they have to stay together without feeling anything.

"Yerim, I have something to say."

"What is it?.."

"Can we not meet until the day after we took CSAT?"

"Jungwon, what do you mean?" Yerim trying to hold her emotions after hearing his request.

"I don't want to get distracted-"

"So, you think I'm a distraction?"

"Yerim, it's not like that."

"I understand it, Jungwon. I'm sorry about it, I won't come to your house for the time being."

"I wouldn't approach you."

"Wouldn't show affection."

"Wouldn't text or call you."

"Until the day after we took CSAT."

Yerim packed her stuff after saying that to leave Jungwon's house, as he also lost his words because that was what he wanted but he didn't mean to offend her. He's bad at explaining what he actually means.