With Benefits (Jolinsky) boyxboy

With benefits: Chapter 3

Johnson-

  I got into the elevator going to the second floor cause thats where Nash and Cam's room is.

   I knock on the door. Shawn opens the door for me. I walk in. "Oh there's Johnson. OK good, now I can hand them out." Cam says. My eyes cautiously travel around the room look for jack. And our eyes finally meet. We stare at each other for what seems like years. Until jack looks a turning his attention back to Cameron, who's say some shit about the ID's.

   Cameron start to give out cards. "Here JJ." He gives me a card. The card has a picture of me on it and a fake name. " Jarrett Holland?" I read out loud. "Yeah it's you fake name." Cameron says.  "How'd you get this?"
I ask. "I just sent some pics of you guys to a friend who does this. And boom you are now Jarrett Holland." He says.

I shrug. Cameron walks away to hand out the other ID's. My eyes find jack again. He was sitting on the couch conversating with Shawn. I start to walk up to him. He looks at mean then quickly gets up and walks away. I watch as he walk to the other side of the room. That hurt, that hurt bad. I sit down next to Shawn, putting my face in my hands. "You guys in some sorta argument or something?" Shawn asks. "I don't know." I say truthfully.

  What's wrong with him just a minute ago he was trying to kiss me.
"Come on guys let's get going." Cam says.

We exit the room and get into a limo Cam called. Everyone laughs and jokes around while I just stare out the window. I'm not a lame or anything I turn up at any time, I just don't feel like it tonight I've got a lot on my mine.

"You good johnson?" Taylor asks from the seat next me. "I'm fine." I lie. I would like to talk to someone but Taylor definitely isn't the one. I'll talk to Aaron tomorrow, I tell him about everything. Even when I'm home I'll call and talk to him about anything. And he knows about jack and I he has for a while. He once caught us, and didn't say anything to jack only to me. So jack doesn't know Aaron knows but I do. He's just the perfect person to talk to, he doesn't judge.  

  We pull up at this packed club." Alright guys we'll all meet here around 2:00am alright, and no heavy drinking." Can says.  I wasn't planing on drinking, not really my thing. We get out. We show the security guard our ID's and he let's us in. It was freaking loud. Everyone goes off to do their own thing. I see jack walking over to the bar. I follow him. "Five shots of tequila please." Jack asks the bartender. "ID?" He asks. Jack shows him the ID and he start pouring the  shots.

"Jack we need to talk." I say getting Jack's attention. "I can't hear you its to loud he says. I know he can hear me he's just being difficult. I decided to drop it and just walk away. I look back to see Jack downing the shots. I sigh. I need to get out of here its to hot and crowded. I see Cam dancing with some girls and a drunk looking Shawn.

  I walk over to them. "Hey Cam I'm gonna get a cab and head back." I say. "Why what's wrong?" He asks pulling me to side. "Nothing I'm just not feeling good I shouldn't have came." I say. "Alright man, do you need anything like cab money or.." He asks. "No, no I've got money." I say. He nods. I get through the crowd and get out.

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   When I get back to the hotel, I decide to go to talk to Aaron now. It was about 12:30 he probably sleep. But I know he won't mind. I knock on their a few times before a sleepy Hayes appears. "Sorry Hayes, but I need to talk to Aaron. I say. He nods and let's me in.

   I walk over to the bed I see Aaron sleeping. I climb under his covers. "Aaron."I say trying to wake him. I poke his cheek. He groans and slaps my hand away. "Aaronnn." I say.  He open his eyes. "Johnson?" He says. "Yeah its me." I say. "Why you in my bed?" He questions. "I wanted to talk to you." I say. "About what?" He asks. "About jack." I say. Aaron sits up. "What did he do?" Aaron asks turning on the lamp next to him. "TURN IT OFF." Hayes yelled throwing a pillow.

  Aaron quickly turns off. "We'll have to talk in the dark." He says. I laugh. I being to tell Aaron about everything that's be going on and the feeling that I might have for jack. He gives me advice but nothing I have already throught of. It about 1:45 when I decide to got back to my room.

  I get to my room and change in some sweats and get in bed. I close my eyes and let sleep take over me.
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I open my eyes when I feel the other side of the bed sink. "Hey, jackie." I feel jack hot alcohol filled breath on the back of my neck. He wrap his arms around me and pulls me into his cheat. "Jack what are you--" he cuts me out. "Shhh. Got to sleep." He whispers/slurs. One part of me wants to get away from jack and the of part wants him a little closer.

  I closes my eyes and start to drift back to sleep. "I love you." I hear faintly.

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THEIRS NOTHING BETTER THAN JOLINSKY FEELS!!!