With Benefits (Jolinsky) boyxboy

With benefits: Chapter 6

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"This i-isnt right." He say.

I shake my head. "But you kissed me. Why did you kiss me?" I ask.

"Because I thought that was what you wanted! Right!? Now can we go back to normal?" He asks.

"Dont do that." I says softly.

"Do what?" He asks.

"Dont act like you only kissed me because you thought I wanted. You wanted to kiss me just as much as I wanted you to." I say.

"Look me.in the eye Jack and tell me. That when we kissed you felt absolutely nothing." I say. He looks at me. "I felt nothing." He says.

He walks past me over to the door. "Because if I did, that would mean I'm gay. And I don't wanna be gay." He closes the door behind. I feel my chest tighten.

Tear start to fall from my cheeks but I quickly wipe them away. I know this now, I am gay. And The only way to get it through Jack's head is to tell everyone.

I know Im going get a lot of hate and everyone won't except me, but I think Im falling for Jack and I need him to know that I would do anything for him even if that means I'll lose fans and or friends.

I'll do it tomorrow at the Magcon DC. I sit down on my bed. I grab my phone and open the app Twitter. "Got something big to tell you guys" I tweet. "You'll all know tomorrow" I send another tweet.

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After Jack and I finished our performance, Aaron helps me get everyone quiet. He's the only one I've told about this. I stud in the mirror this morning looking at myself and admitteding that I was gay. And if I can admitte it to myself they I can come clean to my fans as well.

I take a deep breath as everyone goes quiet. "Hey guys and gals, you having fun?" I ask through the microphone. They cheer in response.
"Okay so, I have something to tell you all." I say. "And this is not easy to do so I'm going need you guys to go easy on me." I say. I look over a Jack who starring at me clueless.

I shake my head and look back at the crowd. "So, a week ago, well more than a week like a few years. But I've only just started to really understand it. I started to have this feeling in the pit of my stomach. Almost like butterflies. And I only felt it when I was around this one.....boy." I say. A few gasps come form here and there around the room.

"Yes, you heard me right. I'm gay. And I like boys." I say. "I just wanted to make sure my fans know I'm still the same jack." I finish. "We still love you johnson." I hear a fan says. Lots of others start to agree and cheer. Some look disgusted, but its not like I didn't think some wouldn't be.

"Thanks guys I love you." I say. "Goodnight." I say before walking off the stage followed by the guys. "Johnson." I hear Taylor say. I turn to see all the guys starring at me. "I-I know you guy might think I'm disgusting. And don't want me and Magcon anymore--" I'm cut off.

"We don't think you disgusting.We support you, and love you." Matt says. I smile. "Thank you guys." I says. I look and see Jack who wasn't even looking at me. "What about you?" I says to jack. He looks at me and everyone looks at him. "Do you still love and support me? Because your opinion is the most important to me." I say to Jack. He rolls his eyes and walks away.

I sigh as I feel tears start to swell my eyes. Aaron walks over to me and hugs me. "I'm sorry Jack." He says. "Don't worry he'll come around." Nash says pulling his hand on my shoulder. I nod.

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My twitter had been blowing up non stop today. I haven't checked it though I'm to scared of what people are saying.

I talked to my parents a few hours ago they were kinda pissed that they had to here from the internet that their son way gay. But other wise they said they always had a hunch.

I was in Taylor and Shawn's room currently, we were just about to watch a movie. "Have you checked twitter yet." Shawn asks. I swallow hard. "No." I sigh. He looks back at his phone. "What are the saying?" I ask curiously. "Uh... It doesn't matter." He says. That can't be good.

"Don't worry about it JJ." Taylor says rubbing my shoulder. I nod. "I've gotta use the bathroom." I say getting up. I go to the bathroom. I lock the door behind me. I sit on the toilet and I unlock my phone I open the app twitter.

I go through a lot of tweets most of them saying something like. "Ew faggot" or "I knew he was gay" or "does this mean jolinsky is a thing?"

"Jolinsky?" I question.

I tweet thanking my supporters. Then I stop when I see a tweet that catches my eye. "Guys I'm not gay, J's the only one. And it honestly make me uncomfortable. I don't think Jack and Jack can still be a thing. " My heart drops. Why would he say that? How could he be so cruel? Jack, how could you?

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