With Benefits (Jolinsky) boyxboy

With Benefits: Chapter 13

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Jack and I watch random cooking show as we lay on the couch. His head laying on my lap. My fingers play with his hair a little. I like this. Its comfortable. I would rather go upstairs, and do other things... But this is fine to.

I hear someone opening the front door and Jack sits up from my lap and scoots over. I frown. But shake it off. I look over to see Molly coming in with grocery bags in her hands, "Hey Mol," Jack says from the couch. "Hey, Mom says she's having her assist over for dinner so, straighten up a bit." She looks at me. "Oh hey J, you can stay if you'd like I'm sure mom wouldn't mind. And I'm cooking so Its gonna be tasty." She says walking off the the kitchen.

I look over to Jack, he looks a little stund. "You okay?" I ask. He nods. "I Just, Is this the day my Mom is finally gonna come out?" He sighs sitting on the couch. I watch him carefully as he looks up at me.

"Are you staying for dinner?" He asks. I shake my head no. "I don't think I should. I mean, isn't this kinda like a family thing. If she's going to tell you guys something that's this important, I don't think I should be here." I say.
"Jack you are family, but actually hearing her say that she's ...you know, it would still be effective." He reaches over to me and grabs my hand. "Please stay." He says. I flush and nod. "Of course." He kisses my hand and smiles.

"Thank you."

"I should go help Molly with, dinner." He says. "Isn't Laura gonna help her." I assume since whenever Molly cooks she always helps. "Nah, She won't be here until 6:00, She at my dads place." He says.

"Oh, Okay. I'll help too then." I say. He smiles. "I've gotta use the bathroom, be right back." He stands up and quickly pecks my lips before walking off.

I decided to start helping Molly now. I get up and walk over to the kitchen, I see her putting a pot of water on the stove. "Hey, Molly. Need any help?" I ask. "Yes thank you, wash your hands. And you can cut these up for me." She sets some red, green, and yellew peppers on the cutting bored.

I nod and wash my hands when I'm done I grab and knife and start choping away. "So, what exactly are you making?" I ask. "Nothing fancy just some chicken and shrimp Alfredo." She says putting noddles into the boiling pot.

I nod continuing to cut up the peppers. "My mom has something very important to tell Jack tonight, Laura and I already know. But I'm glad your here. He's gonna need you." She says.

They already know about their Mom? They just haven't told Jack? "It's not that we've been keep this big secret from him, it just you guys were on tour and stuff. She was going to him the night you got back. But, your sudden out burst kinda changed that." She laughs.

"Yeah." I sigh, remembering how I completely embarrassed myself that night at dinner. There was a much better way to handle that. But it's all behind us. And I've already apologized for it.

Jack suddenly comes in the kitchen."Lauras back early." He says. "Come on JJ, she's gonna finish helping." He grabs my arm and pulls me out of the kitchen. "Hey J." Laura smile as she sees us pass throw the livingroom.

"Hey." I smile back. Jack continues to pull me up the stairs. When we get to the room he locks he's door and sits at the end of his bed. "Come here." He says to me.

I walk over to him. He pulls me onto his lap. I wrap my legs around his waist. His hands rest om my lower back. He doesn't do anything he just stares at me. "Your so beautiful... I've known you seen kindergarten. How could I not have noticed until now?" He mutters. My cheeks heat up. "Jack I think I.. I-I-" He stops taking. I feel my breath slow. Was he about to say those three words that could make me fall ever hard for him. Is thats even possible?

He kisses my lips softly. He let's his lips linger a bit before pulling away. I lay my head on his shoulder as he draws circles in my lower back. "I don't know what it is. But when I'm with you... I feel my chest tighten and I lose my breath. Its honestly scares the shit out of me." He chuckles. I lean back and smile at him.

"What are you saying?" I ask. "I don't know." He sigh caressing my cheek. I frown. I need him to tell me he's gay or bi, cause if he still doesn't know. Then this has to be just a phase.

"Jack, I'm gay. And I like you alot, I need to know where you stand. Where we stand. Are you gay or bi? Or just curious?" I ask. His sighs. "I really wish I had a answer for you. But I don't know." He says.

"I'm not attracted to any other guys than you. I'm still attracted to girls." He explains.

"What does that make me?" He asks shrugging. "That makes you curious. And curious means you'll leave once your curiosity is gone." I scoff. I try to get off his lap but he pulls me back down.

"Don't be upset with me. I'm trying, I really am. But it's all just confusing." He says.

He's right I can't be upset with him. But it didn't take me this long to realise I was gay. All Jack had to do was kiss me, and I knew. "Your still staying right?" He asks.

I sigh shrugging. I'd really like to just go home and sleep. But I need to be here for Jack

I nod "Yeah," I lean on his shoulder and close my eyes. "Good cause, I need you." He says.

"JACK AND JACK! DINNER'S READY!" I hear Molly's loud voice. Jack sighs. "But this so comfortable." He whisper. I laugh and try to stand up again, but I get pull back down, again. Jack gives me a long passionate kiss before he pulls away.

"Now we can go." He smiles.

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