With Benefits (Jolinsky) boyxboy

With Benefits: Chapter 26

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"Can't you just call him, or text him, do you have to go all the over there?" Jack whined. I roll my eyes.

"Would you want me to break up with you over the phone?"

"That's not the same." He walks over to where I was standing in his room and takes my hands.

"Look Jack, I need you to be okay with this. Sammy is such a great guy. He's so sweet and nice, I don't want him and I to be on bad terms."

"Why do you care about him so much? You told me your feelings were temporary."

"I know, but there's more to it then just that."

"Whatever, I do care. Go." He drops my hands and go over to his bed. He turns on the TV

"Jack, I don't wanna fight. I don't want you to be mad at me."

"Then don't go. Stay here with me, so I know what your doing."

I pull on my black on black vans. "Stop being so damn controlling, have a little trust in me."

"That's the problem I don't trust you. And I don't think I will be able to ever trust you again."

"Well, you'll just have to deal with it then. I'm doing this for you, because I love you. And if you don't stop with the stupid jealous shit we won't ever get past this."

He says quiet. "Okay, but could you text me when you get there, and when you on your way back."

I nod. "I will." I kiss his cheek and grab my jacket.

"I'll be back."

"Alright, love you."

"Love you more."

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I knock twice on Sammy's door than step back. 

I bring my hand up to knock again but the door opens. "Hey, I didn't know you were coming over." He smiles widely. 

"Yeah, uh sorry I didn't call is this a bad time?"

"No, of course not, you're welcome anytime. Come in." He open the door my letting me in.

"You want anything to drink? Or are you hungry?" I shake my head.

"We need to talk."

That smile that was taking over his face vanished. It hurt, not to see his beautiful smile.

We sat do on the couch.

"Jack and I have decided to work thing out."

He looks down then nods softly.
"I don't know why I actually thought you'd leave him for me. I guess I just had hope."

"I'm so sorry. I feel awful. I never wanted to hurt you."

"It's okay, but why? He cheated on you. And lied to you, he's to embarrassed to tell the world he loves you, let alone your families."

I look down finding my fingers interesting. "I know. But we're moving past that."

"If you were my boyfriend, I'd treat you like a prince and I'd want the world to know you were mine....but you're not mine." I look back at him.

  "I don't know if I'm making the best or the worst mistake of my life. But I'm going with my heart. And my heart says Jack. He's my second half, I don't even remember a time without him. He's always been there for me, and yeah he made a lot of mistakes but I know he love me. And I'm not ready to give that love up."

He nods. He wipes away a tear, be didn't know was there. He smiles and kisses my forehead.

  "I hope this doesn't mean we can't be friends anymore." I say.

"Jack, I'm not gonna lie, I don't want to be your friend. I've never wanted to be your friend."

"Wha-"

"Let me finish, I've never wanted to be your friend, cause I've always wanted something more."

"Sam-"

"No, I get that you love G and not me, but that doesn't mean I can't love you. And I'll wait for you if I have to."

"I have to go." I get up.

"Okay? I'll see you tomor-"

I close the door behind me and Head back to Jack's place. "That's not how zip thought it would go.

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I unlock the door, not wanting to knock, Jacks probably asleep by now. I look at the time 11:47.

I had just gotten back from my walk after I left Sammy's house, I just need to think.

I open the door. The lights were dimmed, there were rose petals across the floor. I smile slightly at the  cliché. 

I go to his bedroom, candles bright and pretty. I smile at him sleeping.

I shake him a little. He slurs.

"Hey, oh shit I feel asleep." He yawns

"Your the sweetest boyfriend ever."

He sit up, and gestures for me to sit on his lap. "Only for you."

"I love you."

"I love you too."
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The End,

This is that last chapter after this it's the Epilogue, and then it's over. I wanted this book to be longer but I can focus on my work and this book.

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