With Benefits (Jolinsky) boyxboy

With Benefits: Chapter 7

Johnson-

My eyes swell up. I've never cried so much, I never thought of Jack as homophobic. And I did it for him, but its not like I thought if I came out Jack would too. Who am I kidding, I did think that.

I mean he kissed me. Then he said that he only did it so we could go back to 'normal'. I don't even fucking know what normal is anymore. Jack fucked my mind up with that.

But it doesn't make since, Jack would want to stop Jack and Jack off of something so stupid. I never thought he'd hate me. I hear a knock on the door bringing me out of my thoughts. "Johnson, you good in there?" I hear Taylor's voice. "Y-yeah, I'm f-fine." I answer trying to sound okay. "Jack I know your not. Open up." He says trying to open the door.

I get up and walk over to the door. I slowly unlock it. As soon as Taylor saw my he hugged me. Shawn walked over as I pulled away from Taylor. "You checked twitter didn't you?" Shawn asks. I nod. He sighs hugging me. "Don't listen to them." He says rubbing my back. "Its not them. Its him." I say starting to cry. "You mean Jack." Taylors says.

"What did Jack do?" Shawn asks. "This." I show him the tweet. Shawn shakes his head. "Jack wouldn't do that. Some one hacked him." Shawn says. I sigh "Who?" I asks sitting on a bed not sure if its Shawn on Taylor's. Shawn shrug. "Shawn I know this Jack. Did you not see the way he looked at me when I asked him if he still supported me, he looked at me like I killed someone." I says. Shawn sighs knowing Im right. "Your sleeping here tonight. I don't want you around him." Taylor says. "Okay." I agree.

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It's 2 in the morning and Im still awake. Can't sleep, all I can think about is Jack. I miss him. Thats stupid. But when we are on tour Im use to sleeping in the same room as him. It juat feels weird.

He's such a dick. But at the same time his a sweetheart. I stuff my face into the pillow. Is this really the end of Jack and Jack?

No, it can't be. I won't let that happen. I quietly get up, I slip on my shoes and leave. Making sure not to make a sound. I go straight to Jack and I's room. Suddenly I feel really angry and betrayed. I bang on the door hard until he opens it.

"Jack?" He question rubbing his eyes. "We need to talk." I say. "Jack its 2am." He says. "Do you really wanna end Jack and Jack? Just because, of me being gay? Do you not wanna be my friend anymore. " I ask. "Do you know what people are saying about me on Twitter? Their calling me a disgusting faggot." I add. "Its because you are!" He says loudly. My heart implodes.

"You told everyone that you are." He says

"But what their saying about me is not true. They think because were close that Im gay too. They think that Im the guy you like." He says. That's because you are.

"And if Jack and Jack is still a thing. It'll only get worse." He says. My eyes fill with tears. Why do I have to be so damn sensitive. I stay quiet. "I'm quitting the tour. And Sammy and I are going home tomorrow." He says. "You should keep going though, you really talented and you could do something with you life." He adds.

I shake my head. "I DONT WANT TO DO IT WITH YOU! ITS JACK AND JACK! NOT JACK JOHNSON OR JACK GILINSKY! We're a team. We're together, and that's how its always been and that's how it always should be." I cry.

"Bye Jack." He says. He closes the door in my face. "But....I love you." I whisper.

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This chapter was really short sorry. I just wanted to update for you. But Im not going to be update any this week. Sorry buzy. But I'll see about getting a couple chapter written next week.

Monnie

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