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Johnson's POV:
Last week was a lot to take in. Everything is all messed up. I don't even know if Jack and I are still together. And I'm not sure I want us to be. Especially after want Sam did.
My mind is all over the place. I throw my back pack over my shoulder, I feel my phone vibrant in my pocket and pull it out. I smile at the text from Sam.
"Good morning handsome, I'm coming to get, be ready."
I shove my phone in my pocket and go down stairs.
I sit on the porch until Sammy pulls up. He gets out and hugs me, I kiss his cheek.
He opens the door for me and I get in. He goes around the other side and gets in. He leans in to kiss me but I turn my head. "What's wrong?" He question.
"Sammy, you can't kiss me." I say.
"Why, you didn't have a problem with it this weekend."
"I know, but I'm still with Jack. It's just not right."
"Jack I told you my feelings, and you told me yours. So shouldn't we do something about it."
"Sam. I am with Jack. Yes, I told you I liked you. But I love him. And kissing you, is confusing me more and cheating."
"He didn't have a problem with cheating on you." Sam scoffs starting up the car. "Can we please not talk about this right now."
He sighs and nods. "Thank you."
He pull up at the school and Sammy opens the door for me again like the gentleman he is. I thank him.
We walk side by side into school, chatting a bit.
We start to head to my locker, when I see Jack speed walking towards Sammy.
"Jack what- OH MY GOD!"
I see Sammy fall to the floor after Jacks fit hits he jaw. I rush over to Sammy, and look up to see Jack walking away. People start to crowd around us.
"Somebody get him to the nurse office."
I get up and rush after Jack.
"Jack! Jack!" I quickly catch up with him. I grab his arm."What the hell is wrong with you?!" He snatches his arm away from me. "You! You're what wrong with me!" He yelles.
I pull him into an empty classroom.
"You can't just go around hitting people!"
"I don't care what you have to say. You wouldn't understand." He tries to walk away from me.
But I stop him. "What happened."
"Sammy happen! Have you even checked twitter lately."
"No...."
"Try hash tag Jammy."
"What?"
"It's trending on twitter with this picture." He pulls out his phone and shows me a picture of Sammy and I. I think the pictures was from saturday. I was sleeping and Sammy had his arm wrapped around me. He was smiling at the camera it had the caption "how cute is he". I could see the hurt and anger in his eyes.
"Jack that doesn't mean anything."
"Your lieing. After everything we've been through, your choice is him over me."
"I never said that."
"Yeah, but you're thinking about it. And If you are I need to know now."
"Just a few more days. Please."
"I don't have a few more days."
"What do you mean?"
"Your mom must have heard us fighting, she called my mom and told her about it. She said she was worried about us. And my mom said she wants me there with her, so she can.. I don't know, finish raising me I guess. And Be there for when I need to talk."
I feel a lump grow in my throat. "And what d-did you say."
"I told her I'd think about it."
I feel tear beaming my eyes.
"The only reason I even stayed was for you. And if we're over, then why should I stay?"
"I NEVER SAID WE WERE OVER!" I cry. He looks taken back at my out burst.
"You can't just leave!" I yell.
"Why not, You have Sam."
"Why do you keep on saying that?! I'm not with him! Yes I said I liked him. But it's just a stupid crush. It'll go away!"
"Look calm down." He expression softened.
"No! You still don't believe me!"
"Jack, baby, please. It's okay."
"No it's not."
"Shh, it is. I promise it is."
"You're gonna leave me." He wrapped his arms around me, "I won't." I hug him back tightly. "I'm so sorry." I whisper.
"You have nothing to be sorry for, I should be the one saying it. I'm so stupid."
"I should have just talked to you. In stead of playing house with Sammy. I used him, he didn't deserve that."
"Sit." He walk me over to a desk and I sat down, he sat next to me.
"Are you sure it's just a crush?"
".....yes. But, Jack, he told me he loved me."
"Did... you guys do anything- I know I said I didn't want to know at first, but I can't stop my head from imagining... things. I won't get mad, I promise."
"We kissed...a-a few times. That's all."
"Okay, okay....Fuck." He drags his hands across his face.
"You okay?"
"Fine, it just..hurts to hear that. I know how you feel now." I nod.
"I'm gonna take to Sammy after school. He's an amazing guy, but I don't want him, I want you."
Jack smiles and leans in to kiss me.
"Mmhm, I missed those lips."
I giggle. "We are so late for class."
"I know, so it wouldn't matter if we were a little later so i can kiss your lips some more"
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