With Benefits (Jolinsky) boyxboy

With benefits: Chapter 23

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I lead Sammy up to my room. "It seem like forever ago; you, Jack, and I, hanging out it this room." Sammy says

"Now you guys are famous and going to tour this summer." He adds.

"Are you guys still going on tour?" He asks. I shrug.

"What did he do?"

"He lied, tried to play me, and cheated." I sigh. I untie my shoe laces and kick off my shoes. I lay down on my side looking away from Sam, I don't want him to see me cry.

"Jack cheated? I never could see him as the cheating type."

"We'll looks can be fucking deceiving."

"Are you going to be okay?" He asks.

"I don't think so." I whisper.

I feel the bed sink in and strong arm wrap around me. I snuggle into Sam a little more. Sam kissed my cheek then my forehead. "Gilinsky an ass for hurting you." He whispers. We lay there for what seems like hours.

I turn myself around in Sammy's arms, so I could look at him. He eyes shut. There's a great guy right in fount of me, who likes me. So why am I still thinking about that selfish dick. Because your in love with that selfish dick. I bring my hand to his cheek. "You're so sweet." I smile. He opens his eyes and smiles at my comment.

I stare in his eyes, him staring back at me. His eyes flicker to my lips then back at my eyes. He wants to kiss me, and I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to kiss him. He could take my mind of Jack and from my pain.

"Sammy?"

"Yeah?"

"You still got feelings for me?"

"Why?"

"I want.....I want you to.....to distracted me."

He sits up and looks down at me.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, like be my distraction from Jack."

He look at me confused.

"I don't wanna use you...but I would like your company tonight,"

"I'm confused."

"Do you mind staying the night?"

"What about Jack?"

"I love him, and I'm not completely sure it's over between us. But, I would just like to be in your arm all day and all night. I don't wanna lead you on or anything like that though." I say. I feel a blush spread across my cheeks.

Sam leads over and kisses my cheek.

"I'll stay as long as you want me to." He smiled.

"Are you sure? They'll probably be lots of crying." He laughs and nods.

I laid back down and Sammy lays beside me. I close my eyes trying to enjoy his warmth. I'm probably not gonna get any sleep if I tried. I look over at the time, 5:47 p.m.

I sigh, "You Okay?" Sammy question. "Yeah I'm fine."

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I grab my phone from the side table its been vibranting nonstop.

56 messages, 14 missed calls.

I sigh, I had just fallen asleep. I look over to see Sammy resting peacefully. I slightly smile at the adorable sight.

I grab my house shoes and quietly walk out the room. "Jack?" I hear my mom. "Its me." I rely.

"You okay? I heard you were sent home early."

"I'm fine Mom, just had a bad breakfast."

"Okay sweetie."

I head to the bathroom and close the door behind me, I sit on the bathroom coner and open my messages. I scroll through them until I get to Jacks name. All the unread message pop up and I look through them.

"Baby call me"

"Are you okay?"

"Baby please answer me I don't know what I did wrong"

"jack I'm sorry, for what ever I did."

"Mike said Sammy took you home....."

"Is he still there?"

"Answer me"

"At least tell me what I did wrong"

"Shit, did you hear Madison and I talking?"

"Its not what you think baby, please answer your phone"

"I love you Jack, it was a meaningless kiss"

"text me, call me just let me know your alright"

I didn't realize I was crying until I saw a tear drop hit the screen. Maybe I should just text him back let him know I'm okay. I here I knock on the door then it opens. "JJ?" I see Sammy. He comes in and closes the door behind him.

He walks over to me and stands between my legs. He wiped my wet cheek. Sam grabs my phone and scrolls through the messages. He holds the power button and shuts it off.

"Why did you do that?"

"Because you shouldn't be thinking about talking to that asshole."

"But, I never let him explain, mabye if I-"

"J, he cheated. Now I'm not saying to never forgive him. I'm say take a few days to think about what you want." I look down and my lap.

He puts his hands on my hips. "I know what I want." He adds.

"Sammy, I-"

"I know your still with Jack, and your still not sure if you want to leave him, even after he cheated." I sigh.

His fingers guide my chin to look at him. "Think about how good I could make you feel. Mentally, emotionally, and physically." He kissed my cheek slowly. I inhale deeply.

He plants a soft kiss on my neck.

"Jack, I love you."

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WOAHHHH,

One question.

Jolinsky?

Or

Jammy?

Heehehee (I kinda like Jammy.)