His Servant (Dune)

|THIRTEEN|

I couldn't hear anything the Doctor said, I wasn't even listening.

"Do you know who the father is?"

I just nodded at her then left. I walked to Feyd's room fighting tears.

I opened the door and slid in. Closing the door I laid on the bed. Thoughts swirled through my head, it was so confusing.

I laid there for what felt like an eternity, tears pouring from my eyes. If anyone found out, I could be disgraced.

The door opened and closed. I heard a gasp and Feyd picked me up. "NANALI?!"

I hugged him around the neck. I felt the ground sink as he sat down on the bed.

"Are you alright?" He sounded so worried at my reaction. I looked up at him and tried to speak but no words came out.

He looked down at me anxiety written all over his face.

"I- I'm pregnant."

The words sounded horse and whispery. His eyed opened wide and I saw emotion in them. He blinked rapidly trying to stop the tears.

"I'm so sorry Nanali."

I tried process the words. Something sparked in me, I was pregnant.

My emotions changed, I felt whole and a sense of protection washed over me. I put my hands on my stomach.

I looked at Feyd, his eyes were full of sadness and concern. I don't know why I felt like it, but suddenly I smiled at him.

The corners of his mouth twitched. We hugged for a minute before letting go.

"I want this Feyd."

He looked almost relieved but his eyes quickly darkened.

"The Baron said almost all the fremen were congregating in the south, believed to be preparing for war."

His eyes leaked a few tears.

"You can't stay, The Baron Suspects Us of having a relationship. He mentioned the Witch wanting to see you, I gave a few signs that I was angry about that encounter."

I started crying even more now, He hugged me tightly.

"We need to prepare."

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Feyd Packed me a Frem-Kit, I dressed in a still suit and wore a scarf around my head to protect it from sun damage. It was almost night and I would have a chance to find the north stragglers.

I watched a few film books about life in the desert and had a good idea of how to survive. Feyd made sure I had lots of water the gave me a gift box.

Inside was a Diamond Shaped locket containing two photos of him. I cried so hard that afternoon.

When my still suit was in good working order and I had all the necessary equipment to survive in the desert, Feyd and I walked down to the air vehicle base, there he met a pilot and convinced him to fly me to this one desert area.

I got on the Ornithopter and sat down in a chair. Feyd put his hand on my belly. I shed some last final tears and looked at him.

"Nanali harkonnen, Good bye. We will see each other again I promise, Please for my and the baby's sake, stay alive."

He kissed me on the lips then whispered in my ear.

"If it's a girl, name her Luna."

The ride was almost silent. I couldn't bare to leave Feyd but knew I had to.

The plan was I would find the Fremen still in the North and journey to the south with them. The Ornithopter started its descent, We arrived at the rocks were firemen were still said to be living. I kissed Feyd on the lips and hugged him, The back opened and I stepped out and into the desert...