CHANGED YOU | JUNGKOOK X READER |

SIXTEEN

APOLOGY

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The heart is one of the body organs that is not controlled by conscious nerves, while the lungs are controlled by conscious nerves, that's why I can hold my breath for several seconds before finally sighing.

When I opened my eyes, the whole room was white, there were no doors, or windows. Window, there was one there and I walked towards it.

When I was in front of the window, I saw the view of my old house, the well-maintained flower garden, and also the house opposite the window, a man was standing there looking at me. He waved and I waved back, he smiled at me, and I smiled at him.

But I don't know who is this person, until I realized he was gone, vanished, he wasn't stand by the window so I could see him. His missing terrifies me. The fear of losing someone I saw just one time is like losing my own child.

I open my eyes, gasping for air when I could inhale the purest oxygen through the mask I was wearing. Looking around the room. I move my hand I see it and make sure I wasn't dreaming. And I heard two voices talking to each other.

"I'll get the doctor."

"You can also go home, I am here now, thank you for taking care of her while I'm gone."

My eyes was blurred to see who are they but I recognize Butter's voice. It's deep, iconic and soulful.

"The vital sign is good, she just need to rest,"

"What about the test you talk about earlier?"

"The results will out tomorrow, Mr. Kim. But you don't have to worry about it,"

"Thank you, doctor, can I see my baby?"

"Nurse will bring her here."

Baby?

I rub my stomach which now is flat. I remember how I got here. I remember that I'm in pain and my panic state, and I passed out because I can't handle the pain was too much.

"Butter?" I muttered his name as I feel his hand grasping my hand desperately, I hold his slender fingers.

"I'm here, baby."

"Daisy, where, where is Daisy?" I asked for my baby and he lean to kissed on my forehead.

"Nurse will bring her to us. How are you feeling?"

I sigh in relief, trying to take the mask off, I'm hardly speaking and I had enough oxygen. The door were open, as I look at the nurse carrying the baby wrapped in pink swaddle, she wear cute beanie with bear ears. My eyes focus on the baby that she slowly place next to me. She's sleeping, her lips were pinkish red, her cheeks red and she had his eyebrows, I lift my hand to touch her chest and she move a little, I cry to see her. Remind me of Taena when she was just born. But Daisy were bigger.

"Her name is Daisy?" My husband ask and I look at him with nod.

"Beautiful."

"Does she drink?" I ask the nurse.

"Yes, Mrs. Kim. About fifteen minutes ago."

"Can you remove the oxygen mask, please, my wife is not feel comfortable with it." He delivered the message.

"Sure." The nurse to the task and I feel a little better after the mask being removed. I ask her to help me carry my baby so I can hold her in my arms. My husband help me sit down. Slowly I felt dizzy due to too much of the blood lost. I hold on to his shoulder and I carefully hold Daisy.