CHANGED YOU | JUNGKOOK X READER |

FORTY TWO

40 MINUTES

Y/n

9.30 am

I had a shower and neatly dressed warm. I look at my husband still cuddling with his pillow under his thick blanket. I kneel down in front of him and caress his hair. He move a little in response.

"You smell good." He mumbles.

"I took a shower."

"Where'd you go?"

"Grocery shopping. Breakfast is next to you,"

"Hmm." He close his eyes again, but taking my hand to hidden it under his cheek.

"I'm exhausted. How come you stay fit?" He said and I chuckles.

"Woman recover fast. I'll be back before lunch. Take some rest." I kissed his forehead before I leave and fixed his blanket.

"I love you."

I smile and walked out the door. When I open the door and locked it behind me, Anton is already stay next to the car.

"Good morning, Mrs. Kim." He greets, and I nod. Confused.

"Anton. You're here."

"Yes, Mrs. Kim."

"But, I didn't-"

"I know, I just want to make sure you're okay. Where do you wanna go?" He really remind of Lucas, his english is good since I cannot speak Germany well enough.

"To the shop."

"I can drive you, if you want."

"I have somewhere else to go, I prefer to drive alone, thank you, Anton. If you please stay on guard on my husband, he's sleeping."

"Of course, be careful, Mrs. Kim."

I enter car and slowly drive away. I know Lucas meant what he said about invisible security for me. I wouldn't see them or their camouflaging as what somewhere on my tail. But I'm heading to the grocery store while wait.

To make sure the camera caught me, because if anything happens, they will know how to track me.

This isn't bad thing, I will meet someone whom Hoseok trust enough for his fortune. I've been wander all around the space to seek for it even though the dangerous always as my rival. The biggest enemy one down, but that doesn't mean he gave up.

As Hoseok as Yoongi. Both are business partner, both has at least the same way of thinking and keeping B's plans. Also their associates. I can't pretend that I blindly trust Hoseok for all those signs he left for me after his death. I went to Zurich to meet his last hope, Mr. Reed. Dragging my husband with me and risks his life.

I wonder what else it's waited for me next. It's just, only, it's just different I wished I could have another chance to be born from, only if I can choose. But I can't.

".. I've fall for you. But I can't tell you because I know someone else is want you more than me. And it's seems like you give the person hope to be loved."

"The story is really turning upside down, not the way you expect it. You wished you lived somewhere peace after leaving the painful past behind. But remember, when it behind you, it's always follows you, even it's from far distance. Because when the light is above you, the shadow always stays under, and if it's in front of you, the shadow will stay behind, it moves when you moves. This cycle is always better the same with rules."

My head is filled with thoughts. I feel like I'm in game. The games with every levels, each level I pass by, the more harder they went.

The Goya painting.