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TWENTY FOUR

WILDEST DREAM

Jungkook

Sex with Amy is no more. She decided to have a partner and do good relationship to start over. This girl fall in love and it's good for her, rather than stuck with me without a future I could give her. I'm not even sure what future I will give myself. Right now, I just go with the flow.

Choi moving in and I'm moving out, going back to the house where my mother raised me. It's not so far and I still can able to check on the girls twice a week.

I'm interest at this new job that I have been focus on for these few months. I literally blended with the life of Rome. I even dye my hair as blonde. Damn I look good in this, I should try more hair colour, but blonde is my own weakness, I drool over my own face like this.

Reaching my studio, hello, there! Is species of spider already made their web in the corner of my four walls?

I smirks sarcastically as I put my bag on the table. Stretching a little and walking towards the window. I slides the curtains only to look at the same old view, but this time, no one will open that window and smile at me.

How painful, when I think she's gonna be my forever, turns out she never be a slightest first time at all. She's somewhere else happy with her family, the same old topic I never get bored of. And I'm still here sometimes mourning her existence cannot be mine. What have I done to myself?

I don't know the definition of moving on until today, until a few hours ago, I met the lady I was deeply in love but she's beyond my reach, breathing the same air in not so spacious row of airplane. I bring back home her orchid scent with me, surely will have her in my dreams. The countless ones.

I lie down at the couch, let the soft breeze enter the room. Closing my eyes resting for awhile from this tiring life.

The soft knock waking me up, I lazily open my eyes and walking towards the door, I know it's my mom. She wasn't home when I get here, now that she's here, she always check on me whenever I tell her I come home.

"Mom."

"Hey, love, sorry to disturb your sleep." She feel bad immediately.

"No, I'm not sleeping." I ruffles my hair and pushed them back.

"You wanna eat something?" I think of a food I craves lately. Chicken and honey sauce seems to be delicious.

"How about we made fried chicken with honey sauce?" I tell her what's on my head.

"Good idea, let's do it together." I nod.

"I'll be right down."

My mom leave to her room, I close the door soon as she's leaving. Ignoring my tiring eyes, I walk to the bathroom to take a quick shower.

My mother still in her room, I decided to prepare the ingredient. I heard the footsteps approaching as I look at the door, she wear cozy outfit shirt and shorts that makes her look ten years younger and more beautiful. My mother is indeed still exquisite but she refused to try another relationship after dad. She had one before and it seems like it doesn't work the way they wanted.

This make both of us had the same fate of a failure in relationship. I almost believe that maybe I wasn't destined to be with anyone at all. I may die single and alone. How miserable.

"Do you made the sauce?" She ask as she put on her apron.

"Yeah, the best ones." She chuckles at my jokes. I move away to get a bowl when this sauce done being cooked.

"So how was Rome?"

"Hot and cold cannot be definite. But I like the food there. I have my new interest." I lean my hip on the counter, seeing her marinate the chicken.