𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏 | "𝑭𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝑰𝒕"
⚠️Warning! This chapter contains mature 18+ topics ahead (there is a warning listed where it begins)⚠️
"He's a lover and a fighter, so don't get any ideas."
We continued to dance together, and in that moment, surrounded by the warmth of Y/n's cousins and the laughter of the wedding guests alongside the glow of newfound understanding, my hope flickered stronger than before. Maybe, just maybe, this wedding day would mark the beginning of something truly beautiful between me and Y/n, something beyond friendship and casual arrangements—a love story waiting to unfold. One that I wanted written. I sighed. Today over any other day had proven to me that I had a chance, and I needed to take it. Although she had looked at me as her friend, I knew deep down that she must've felt even a sliver of what I felt for her too. So, after the ceremony, during the dinner reception, I led Y/n to a quiet corner away from the jubilant crowd. My eyes searched hers, a mixture of apprehension and determination evident in my gaze, every feeling I'd ever had swelling inside my chest alongside the fear of being rejected by the girl I loved.
"Look, Y/n, I gotta...I need...I need to tell you something," I say, voice tinged with vulnerability and sighing as I seem to stumble over my words. I suppose this would be harder than I thought...
"What's wrong, Yoongi?" Y/n asks. "Is everything okay?"
"No. I mean...I need to tell you something."
"Okay, what is it?"
"Look, I'm...I'm in love with you, okay?" I confess, but probably shocking her. "I know we've agreed to keep things casual between us because our friendship is one with benefits, but I can't deny my feelings anymore. Being here with you, seeing the love between Peter and Kayla, and everything before, what with you moving up here made me realize just how much I care about you," I add, my words hanging in the air through a tone of sincerity. Y/n's breath caught in her throat, her mind understandably racing with a whirlwind of emotions. "I love you, Y/n," I continued, my eyes never leaving hers. "I know it's complicated, but I couldn't let this moment pass without telling you. I'm sorry if that's weird for you to hear, Y/n, but the truth is, I love you, and I always have. I just didn't realize it until Namjoon got me thinking about things."
"I actually really love you, and I don't want to be just the guy you call every now and then to hook up with. I like having sex with you," I say honestly, "but as far as being your friend, that's what I wanted to tell you. I don't want to just be your friend. I want to be more than just friends with benefits. I know that's why I convinced you to move out here to transfer for your degree because of the university, but...really..." I'm embarrassed to admit this part as I add, "I just wanted you to be closer to me. Look, I know the timing is kind of bad with school starting and all that, and Namjoon and Jin kind of being on you and all that weirdness...but I want you to be my girlfriend. You're a great girl, Y/n, and I want you to be with me. I want you to choose me. I know what I'm asking of you by confessing to you and because of my job and all that...but I would protect you from all of it like I always have, and I just want you to be happy. Unlike them, I just want your happiness. But if you would prefer just to stay friends who hook up occasionally, well...I suppose I could learn to live with that too."
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