💜Lander Oneshots🧡 The Music Freaks!

🖤 ~ Anxious.

TW!! -Mentions of being unwell.

(This is lowkey just me venting through Luke- this is the form of anxiety that I have. It comes randomly in the form of nausea.).
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Luke hadn't been feeling like himself lately, he felt... Empty. Even with the comfort and company of all of his friends and family, he just felt upset. He didn't know why, he didn't know how to fix it. It started off small, feeling randomly upset and irritated over the smallest things, or maybe even nothing. Then it progressed into feeling ill.

He felt upset and sick all of the time, like his stomach was doing flips. Zander had been trying to comfort the man, but nothing seemed to help him. He tried hugs, affection and dates, but nothing worked, he was still feeling the sickness.

Though nothing actually came up, there was a pit feeling of sickness in his throat, a wet lump that tasted sour in his mouth. The doctors said it was a stomach bug that would disappear within days, but it never did. Months upon months passed, and no amount of pain killers or medication seemed to ease the pain.

He lay awake most nights, the dog lay between him and his husband. He didn't want to be touched, he felt ill by contact from anyone. His sickness became worse, he spent hours sat in the bathroom by the toilet, scared to death that he would throw up.

So he sat there, weeping softly, waiting for the nausea to disappear.

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