𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐑 ୨୧ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐋𝐈𝐗

୨୧ 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐫𝗼𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧 ୨୧

you should listen to the song before reading^

a couple of disclaimers:

* everything in this book is legal, it may just be unsettling to some. but i do not write pedo shit and the only chapter where felix is underage is in the prologue

* the age gap is ten years which is crazy but the more you'll read, i hope you'll see that the 'role' chan will take over is a boyfriend definitely, but he also takes care a felix but again not in a weird way

* felix is "innocent" in this but is not stupid. he is very self aware, he just lacks knowledge in certain things (including sex)

* all and all, this story is not for all. you aren't forced to read it. if it's unsettling to you that's okay

*the only side ship in this is minsung! i don't really ship any of the others characters together, sorry!

trigger warnings + content warnings

- smut (a pretty good amount)
- talks about abusive parents
- eating disorder ( + lack of self love)
-homophobia (only in like 1 chap)

lyrics to song: older by Isabel LaRosa

Think I need someone older
Just a little bit colder
Takes the weight off your shoulders
Think I need someone older

Baby, am I your little secret?
18, I'm old enough to keep it
Yeah, I guess my age just don't do the same
I'm young and that's okay

Think I need someone older
Just a little bit colder
Takes the weight off your shoulders
Think I need someone older

Darling, hold me while you wipe my tears
Falling, you say I'm wise beyond my years
Yeah, I guess my age just don't do the same
I'm young and that's okay

Think I need someone older
Just a little bit colder
Takes the weight off your shoulders
Think I need someone older

I know I'm younger than your lover
But I've always wanted a man
For the summer
Age is a number
My dear, I know you'll understand

Think I need someone older
Just a little bit colder
Takes the weight off your shoulders
Think I need someone older

enjoy !! ASUNA-LIVE