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TWO AND A HALF MONTHS LATER

I woke up to the sound of my stupid alarm beeping loudly, I quickly slapped it to make it shut up.

Today was the first day of school.

Over the summer I had officially turned 18 so I was happy about that.

I hadn't spoke to Zyaire after the trip but I had talked to Nasir and Briel a lot over the summer and would occasionally speak with O'Dell.

I had officially felt like I was finally getting over the situation between me and Zyaire.

I was gonna let bye gones be by gones and try my best to move on from it.

Although, my virginity was something precious to me that I always planned to lose to someone who genuinely cared about me, I was finally accepting that I wasn't perfect and that everyone makes mistakes sometimes.

We live and learn and grow from our mistakes so why not just let that shit go?

Zyaire was an asshole and Briel deserved way better anyway.

I wasn't going to ruin anything she thought she had with him though, so I decided to keep my mouth shut about the whole situation.

I felt like I had really matured during the summer.

Besides, me and Briel had gotten extremely close over the summer, including Nasir too. We would all FaceTime one another and go to sleep on the phone almost every night.

I didn't wanna fuck up her friendship with old news about something that happened almost three fucking months ago.

It wasn't gonna happen again so it really didn't matter.

I made a promise to myself that I'd never stoop that low again.

I was still grounded so I never really got the chance to speak to Khari that much, but I did tell him a few details about the trip and that I had fun.

Grandma was finally trusting me again and I was hoping that she'd let me out again soon but there were actually small chances of that ever happening, considering how strict she was.

The night I made it back, grandma had slapped me back to reality, which I felt I deserved because why would I do something stupid like that in the first place?

I got out of the bed, and stood up, stretching for a few seconds, before walking into my bathroom and looking in the mirror.

Usually, after a girl had gone through something I had gone through, such as losing her virginity to someone who completely had given no fucks about her, you'd expect that it would make her feel unworthy and insecure.

It had done the complete opposite for me though, I began to see myself in a new light and perspective that I'd never seen before.

I felt like a woman.

I was finally starting to gain a lot of confidence too.

I was finally gaining some weight, and seeing a change in my body.

My hips had gotten wider and my butt had gotten much bigger over the summer.

My breast had even gone up a few sizes.

I think the exercises I had been doing over the summer contributed a little to how my body looked now.

I quickly brushed my teeth and washed my face, before dropping my clothes and hopping into the shower.

This school year was gonna be fun for me, and I was gonna make sure of it.

No more getting walked over, no more getting bullied, no more being the ugly girl. No more of any of that.