a guitar spear fanfic🫡

conflicting thoughts

•LUTE'S POV•

I wake up to find myself locked in an Adam Arm Cage, I literally could not believe it. The second i recognized what i woke up to my cheeks started to really fire up. I tried to wake up Adam to no avail, once i started talking louder and poking his side, he started to come to. When he did I could tell he was embarrassed but he tried to shrug it off like it was nothing. But to me? Far from nothing. I remember us talking and every thing but i dont remember us getting cute or cuddly or anything like that; then it starts to hit me. DID I TELL HIM I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM
WHAT DID I DO/SAY WHILE DRUMK ?
and for him to act so non chalant about literally waking up snuggling? Its literally everything ive ever dreamed about but its real??? like swear this isnt a dream rn
I knew when we left the bar I shouldnt have drank as much as i did. I felt super woozy during the walk back to the apartment I did not want to be alone. I feel like anytime i get drinks with friends when i go home im always a crying mess, so maybe inviting Adam in wasnt the worst idea.

L-" what happened last night after the bar?"
I ask, while knowing most of the story I need to hear what he remembers

A-"you got too drunk and feel asleep on your big strong handsome boss😋"

L-"My most sincere apologies sir, i didnt mean to-"

A-" Ohh chill out with the sir thing Lute im basically your bestie. just call me adam when we arent in training and shit"

L-" Yes sir- Adam, I am still deeply sorry to bother you and-

A-"Luuuuute youre bumming me out youre never a bother i enjoy spending time with you"

I can feel myself blushing and the butterflies come fluttering in my stomach so I hide my face and try to act busy so he doesnt see.

L-" Well thank you.. Adam.. It enjoy spending time with you too"

•ADAM'S POV•

I cant believe that really happened. She let me call her so many names. I enjoy spending time with her, it may be my absolute favorite thing to do. fuck this night is gonna be hard to stop thinking about.

+time skip to like a week later

Its been about a week since we hung out on our day off. I still cant stop thinking about her. Fuuuuuuck just thinking of her resting her sleepy face on my shoulder just makes my heart buzz like a bee. I cant even explain how she makes me feel but i really like it. I cnnot have these thoughts about my lieutenant. Damn I know that but its so hard to follow; dammit Lute why do u have linger in my mind so much. Its probably just a minor crush that ill get over eventually, i just dont want it to ruin our friendship. Theres nothing i enjoy more than having a nice jack and coke with dangertits. i just cant stop thinking of her face, any time i get a free second my beain goes straight to her. That beautiful sleepy face she had while trying to stay awake by shoving popcorn in her face hoping that chewing would keep her awake. the tiny memories like that just wont leave my head.

A-" Hey Lute I know were busy here until 4 but would you want to hang out after?"

L-" Oh yeah that sounds awesome wht do u wanna do?"

A-"Maybe we can actually play minecraft this time?"

L-" Sure thats no problem, do u wanna come to my place or chill at yours?"

A-"Def your place, you got snacks and actually keep the place clean. I cant say that for my place"

L-"Sir your maid was supposed to be there like last week what happened?"

A-"Hey im messy what are u gonna about it?"

L-"Oh chill it cant be that bad, but really its no problem just meet me at my house around 4 it sounds fun"

Yay i get to see Lute afterwork! ill never let her see how excited i am but man am i HYPE to fuck up her little village