a guitar spear fanfic🫡

storyline with but w/ sad bonding moment??

still •ADAM'S POV•

When we both started to feel the drinks we kept taking turns saying "ok one more round and swear well go home" probably said that 6 times.
Once I hear Lute start to slur her words I know we dont need to be here any longer and I tell her we can still hang but we've had enough to drink.

As we start the walk to our apartments, she started talking about how grateful she is that I picked her out of every other angel to be where she is now. Saying stuff like "Im just like every one of those exorcists we train but you picked me" which really pissed me off but I didnt wanna interrupt her bc she was yapping hard. But once she uttered "I dont even know if I deserve to be up in the expensive neighborhood with you and emily and st peter and i jus-"

I had to cut her off, I cant let her keep dismissing herself. I can see my apartment door and I was gonna wait to correct her in my apartment but she just kept going

A-"Lute stop talking about yourself like this! Please?"
She just looked at me with that shock look in her eyes. I shouldnt have said that. Literally how do i keep making shit worse and how am I gonna pull my ass out of this mess. fuck.

A-"Look, Lute im sorry come in and we can talk"
Lute looks at me with this puppy dog eyes expression that I have NEVER seen her do
As I close the door I start throwing the blankets and video game stuff off my couch, so she has somewhere to sit. When I sit down like a cushion away (bc i dont want to be too close for her comfort) she scoots closer to me. My heart started pounding as I try to think of what Im gonna say. "You are nothing like the other angels. You are nothing like anyone else in heaven. Everyone else is relaxing with their off time, but you? You work so fucking hard. You make me so proud everyday. You have never been late once, you have never let me down, you have never not been by my side when I needed you. There is no soul in heaven like you, and you deserve to be here more thn anyone Lute." I thought i kinda hit that tbh im not good with pep talks but for some reason that just spewed out of my mouth. I didnt even plan that, it just came out. But I was worried I had been too forward with her when she started crying. crying. Over my praise to her? Fuck I didnt mean to make her cry! I immediately start apologizing and for some reason I open my arms? Like ive never done this before but she jumps into my lamp and just starts crying into my chest. Black eyeliner and lipstick running all over her face, I just hold her close and yes it got on my shirt. Im only like 20% scared it wont come off. But obviously my biggest fear rn is Lute feeling bad. I dont know how to soothe her the way she needs, so I just held her. She eventually stopped crying so hard and I could feel her heaving breaths turn into a shaky normal breath. I opened my arms up a little and asked her if I was helping or if i should do something else. She just shakes her head and nuzzles back into me, not really sure what to do other than give her time and hold her some more- so thats exactly what I'll do.

We sat in silence and just held each other for about 5 minutes until she picks her head back up and I move my arms to just run her back while shes still sitting on my lap. She starts talking.

L-"Im so sorry Sir Im just drunk and wasn't expecting you to say that and I really really appreciate it im just bad with compliments and-"

A-"Its okay cutie patootie you can always talk to me. Dont be scared to just talk. I will always be here for you" I say as I wipe the last tear off her cheek with my thumb

L-"Since were talking, can we talk about that night..?"
A-"O-of course we can, whatever you'd like"
L-"Im sorry if what I did caused a rift in our friendship, I love nothing more than fun nights at the bar like tonight. I never want things to be awkward between us like it has been."

as i take the biggest sigh of relief

A-"Lute you didnt cause a rift, I just didnt know how to feel and i didnt want to push your boundaries bc you didnt seem like that night meant anything"
L-"It meant a lot to me. I was scared to show you how i felt the next day bc I felt like an idiot for possibly destroying our friendship. I dont want to make anything weird but I really enjoyed that night.
A-"That night was everything to me. More than just the sex, Lute I love spending time with you in any capacity"
L-"I love every second i get to spend with you Adam. I never want our time to end"
A-"Well if you dont avoid me our time wouldnt end"
L-"Wow even when you're re drunk you're still on your bullshit."
A-"Well when am I not🤔"
L-"Soooo just to be clear.. you liked the sex we had?"
A-"if you give me the chance I'll show u just how much I liked it the first time."
L-"Does that chance come with strings attached? Or can we just fuck each others brains out and still hang like friends"
A-"Whatever you're up for - Im all yours danger tits"