Stuck To Me || Aizawa Shouta x Student Reader

Chapter Nineteen

Soon, it was the next day; passing through the living room, I passed a sprawled figure on the couch. Hmm, I almost forgot what had happened yesterday. Looking at him face down, barred in extra pillows, made me smile. So cute. Did he grow a few feet overnight, or am I tweaking? Taking a step closer, I realized that I saw right. Does this mean he's back to normal? A slight flare bird in my heart, I crouched next to him, still not getting a glimpse of his fumes scar. "Should I wake him, ah! What am I treating him like a baby? Shaking him, I woke him. And it was him, the normal him.

"Yay, Shouta, your back." I wrapped my arms around him, burying my face in the crook of his neck. His smell filled my longs it was nice,

"If I am anything like I am when I'm older, I don't know how I could not be in love with you." The memory shocked my head. As much as I wanted to since into the moment, I couldn't. The lingering promise I had made was hard.

"Yn what happening? You suffocating me," he squirmed.

"Sorry,"

Why are you acting like I die?

Oh, so you don't remember anything

He stayed silent.

Hehe

Why are you laughing? Tell me

You'll have to find out when you get to school

Ahh, you're such a pain in the ass YN

Yeah, yeah, whatever

Leaving his side, I continued my morning routine. I was feeding the cat and waking Shinsou. But one thought kept lingering.

'I have to do it today. I'm going to. I have to, or I'm never going to.'

With that thought in mind, I went through the day to find the right time to tell him. I wanted to say something to him at the launch but never reached the right moment. All we could do was crack jokes, complain about how he acted when he was younger, and apologize if he had done something wrong when he was little shou.

And in the blink of an eye, it was night; I had enjoyed my day, which was always because of Shouta. I was scared that this was my last day having fun with him, but I knew what to do.

'Hay shou, can I talk to you,' I pulled on the end of his shirt.

'Ok, just let me finish these dishes," he said, smiling; how could I tell he was nervous? I sat on the bed, waiting patiently for him to come in, and with each second, I became more anxious.

"Hey, what's up." The black-haired ham walked through the door.

"I'm in love with you,"

'Shit, it just came out,' Shouta just stood there for a while.

"When did this happen," he said, rubbing his jaw.

'He isn't happy,"

"I don't know.."

"Why?"

"Because... your you,"

"I'm sorry, Yn, I can't love you back,"

"What do you mean... is it because I'm your student, or is it because I'm-"

"No, YN! I'm sorry, I just can't,"

"Please Shouta-"

"I'm sorry YN... I'm going on patrol. I'll be back later; don't wait for me," and just like that, my heart broke.

It hurt, it really hurts. I knew I was crying, but I couldn't feel it. It hurts, it hurts my chest, it hurts, it hurts more than anything. I know I look like a baby right now, and I should stop, but I can't. God, what did I just do? I fucked everything up. No, I don't care what he says. I'll wait for him. I don't care if he doesn't want me to; I'll wait. I owe myself that.

Aizawa's POV

I was supposed to be on patrol, but instead, I was sat on top of billing, sulking; I mean, how could I not after what just happened? I just wish things could stay the way they were, doing all the things that couples do with actually being one. I sound so selfish and know I am, but I can't help it.

"Dam, it's raining," I felt it, though I only saw clear skies when I looked up. Wiping my face, I realized it was me. I was crying. What is this? Why am I crying over a girl half my age? I chuckled; even in my state, I kept making excuses for myself, why we couldn't be together, even when I knew she wasn't the reason we couldn't.

"I'm in love with you, YN," just saying those words felt wrong; she is the girl of my dreams, but that's the thing, it's just a dream; the thought that we could stay together forever is an illusion, something that helps me sleep at night. It could never happen.

"I'm so stupid," stupid for getting so attached, and now I must break my heart.

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