What I would do for your love. (Sanegiyu Story - Yandere Sanemi x Giyu)

Chapter Nine - If The Wind Is Strong, The Poisoned Butterfly May Not Fly

Sanemi POV:

After a long, painful run in the middle of this dreadful night, I finally reached the large butterfly estate.

I slipped in, not wanting to be spotted by any kakushi or the butterfly girls. That would be a disaster, ruining my plan.

This is the only idea I've got so far, considering I made it out of pure fury; it's probably not a good one. But then again, who wouldn't be angry if someone r-ped the man you love more than anything, anyone?

I'm sure I'm not the only one whose first instinct is to get some form of revenge. Right?

I ducked along the walls, holding my breath every time someone walked by. This is so stupid, I have no idea what to do if I'm caught. Especially if Kocho finds me. But, not right now, I just need to get to her office, that's where what I need is.

I can't really navigate round the estate, considering that I only go to certain areas and when it's not mostly pitch black. If I'm lucky, I'll stumble across corridors with lamps that haven't been blown out, giving me a small sense of direction.

It took around fifteen minutes to finally get to somewhere I actually recognise, helping me get to the Kochos office.

I took out my lighter and lit a lamp that I know always sat on the draw next to the door of the office. Then went around lighting the others, brightening the room.

I looked around at the brightly lit room, and began my search, scanning the cupboards and cabinets, looking in draws and under papers. I was starting to doubt that I'll find what I'm looking for here, but I kept looking anyway.

I finally found what looked like a medicine cabinet. There were many bottles and containers filled with powders, pills and paracetamol.

I've seen Kocho work before, so I think I'm looking for something called Alprazolam (Xanax). Or was it something Lorazepam (Ativan)? I don't know, I should have paid more attention. But I didn't care at the time. So stupid.

I started clawing my way through the cabinet, making a mess but who cares? Not me.

I couldn't find a single thing that looked relatively useful to me. I spent around half an hour reading the back of fourteen medications, probably way too long. All I saw was the ingredients and how to use them, like I would make this bullshit.

I slammed the cabinet door a bit too hard and fell back onto her office chair. Who has time for this shit? I should fake an injury then say I need some, but what? I took a deep breath and dove into thought, not watching my surroundings, again probably not a good idea.

"What are you doing here?" A soft, quiet but emotionless voice was heard from the door way. Kanao was staring at me through the door frame, the door itself wide open as she held a lamp in her small hand. She wore a lilac night gown, fluffy socks up to her ankles with a holly pattern embroidered on them.

She scanned the room, noticed the open draws and messed up medicine cabinet. I was going to clean it up, but not at the time.

Instead of looking confused, she looked slightly concered; tilting her head to the side. Not surprising, really. If someone were in a Shinobu's medical office, that anyone would assume it has something to do with medicine, or an injury.