What I would do for your love. (Sanegiyu Story - Yandere Sanemi x Giyu)

Chapter Fourteen - Dear Diary

Sanemi Shinazugawa's Diary:

November 6th

Dear diary,

It's been  over a month since Tomioka's assault, and I'm trying to take things slow and steady with him.

So far the route has been similar every week: I wake up at 5am to do morning training, make a small breakfast for myself, Giyu wakes up HOURS later, (he sleeps a shit ton like Nezuko??) I make him breakfast - usually consisting of bread, fruit, rice, miso soup, salmon and vegetables - we share a meal.
(I love doing it soooo much sometimes his fingers brush against my lips and omgg).

Sometimes he does wake up in the middle of the night when he has flashbacks of the r^pe, having a panic attack as soon as he wakes up.

I have to comfort him without touching him much, so occasionally it can be difficult but he always ends up calm and asleep in my arms.

Other than that we usually do a variety of things like read, sleep, cook, nothing at all or I send him over to Mitsuri so I can... use my lighter.. and deal with Myhoria.

With her, apparently they simply chat. A lot of chatting.

More like she just talks a lot and Tomioka just listens. I don't mind that, I know she's not a rival and therefore I have nothing against her.

Speaking of the fucktard, torture has been slow and satisfyingly. Every time I get my kunai and slash his skin open makes me feel a sort of joy that only maybe Tomioka can give me.

I even started with mind games, pretending to be nice to him, giving him full meals and chatting for him for two whole, painful days. but when he got too comfortable, that cocky attitude returned, so I struck again.

I cut his dick right off, that tiny thing wont be hurting anyone, like myself, first of all, and by far, my Giyu.

Myhoria's crys have started to lessen, instead replaced with pleas of death, and an end to his pain. Never, not until I rip out every nerve cell in his body.

I've spaced out the days I go to him, to keep him a little more sane. I wonder what he'll be like, if I go to far. He could be bold,or silent, or scream a shit ton - hopefully not the last one.

Not to mention that it's harder to get the equipment to torture with Tomioka around, but I've gotten the hang of it. It's not like I just ship him of to Kanroji's too. I simply say that I have a mission and don't want him to be lonely. That is true, of course, do it's not actually a full lie.

His face lights up every time I say that, as talking isn't something he's remembered he can do yet. That doesn't matter, as he's gorgeous silent or not.

I've been able to take so many more pictures of him, I've even made a section of the room underground dedicated to my dearest.

It's walls are covered with photos, boards, diaries all about him and how I feel about him. As well as that the selves are filled with some of his possessions such as a piece of his haori, his underwear, his hair tie, pillows, jewellery and my latest addition, a tea bag he made tea with.